Waching daily Dec 29 2018

What is going on Coco Pops, welcome back to my youtube channel

I just wanted to quickly make this life update video because I know that when there's a youtuber that I watch

Regularly and they just vanish from the platform and then they come back and start posting videos like nothing happened

I always feel some type of way. I'm always like I

Need closure. So I just want to quickly give you this SuperDuper fast update on what's been going on with me. It's nothing

I'm not gonna make this dramatic

well

basically

I had the intention to post consistently like I normally do but then

Winter hit in Indiana where I live and I just was not able to function

I am a person my struggles we seasonal depression in the winter time

I don't think you can see all this chocolate but I got going on but this

Rich brown skin right here. It needs sunshine for me to be able to function

I just wasn't doing very well mentally, and I just needed a hard reset

I needed to take a break I needed to take care of myself and that's what I did

So unfortunately, it was not planned. It was not a break that I was like, oh, I'm just gonna disappear for a month

They're not saying anything it was more. So just like you know what this is the right thing to do

I need to feel good

And I need to be okay in order to be there for you guys and I had this weird

confidence that you guys will understand I just feel like I have the best most

positive subscribers on the whole of YouTube and I knew that

I'm coming back with a lot of energy a lot of happiness a lot of just excitement to start working out with you again

Even though I haven't been posting I have been making videos for you. So I have so many videos

I'm getting ready to release on this channel and so many new things that I'm gonna be trying

I'm going to do better this year. Well, why am I saying this year like, it's already 2019 in my head. It's already 2019

I'm gonna do better. I'm gonna do better and that's all I'm gonna say for now while I was gone

I took the opportunity to travel to Phoenix Arizona, which is somewhere. I've always wanted to go

It's one of the sunniest places in the whole of the United States

So I took the opportunity to go there and just bathe in some sunshine

And also I went to Nigeria with my family it was my first time going there as a married woman an imam

It was kind of a scary experience for me. I'm not gonna lie

I was like, I'm not used to being responsible for other people when I go to Nigeria and only when I go to Nigeria

it's just me and so

That's actually my husband calling me which basically means this is the end of this video

But I just wanted to quickly pop in and let you know that I'm feeling good. I'm ready to go

I'm here for you guys I missed you so much, and I'll see you in my next workout video. Bye guys

You

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Random Franzosen kennen gelernt | When do you see this , Thank you | QuatriFox - Duration: 6:23.

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have you ever seen the rain LEGENDADO - Duration: 3:09.

Someone told me long ago There's a calm before the storm I know it's been comin' for some time When it's over so they say It'll rain a sunny day I know shinin' down like water I want to know Have you ever seen the rain? I want to know Have you ever seen the rain Comin' down on a sunny day? Yesterday and days before Sun is cold and rain is hard I know been that way for all my time 'Til forever, on it goes Through the circle, fast and slow, I know it can't stop, I wonder I want to know Have you ever seen the rain? I want to know Have you ever seen the rain Comin' down on a sunny day? Yeah I want to know Have you ever seen the rain? I want to know Have you ever seen the rain Comin' down on a sunny day?

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Ship Simulator 2019 (by Free Simulation Games) - Trailer Gameplay (Android, iOS) HQ - Duration: 12:15.

Ship Simulator 2019 (by Free Simulation Games) - Trailer Gameplay (Android, iOS) HQ

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How to draw PUBG Helmet of Level 3 - Duration: 2:50.

How to draw PUBG Helmet of Level 3

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How To Turn Off iPhone Xs Max, iPhone Xs and iPhone Xr! - Duration: 1:30.

What's up everyone, my name is Ben and today I'll be showing you guys and guiding you through

on, how to turn off your brand new iPhone X, iPhone Xs, iPhone Xs Max, iPhone Xr and

all the future iPhones, that do not have a home or home button, with the renovation of

the iPhone and with the home button being removed ,,some of the things changed and you

can no longer turn off your iPhone by simply holding the power button, but there's something

different and today I will show you how to turn off your iPhone, if it was purchased

in 2018 or later.

So if you want to turn off your iPhone what you want to do is press the, press and hold

the power button and any of the volume buttons, at the same time, that can be holding the

power button and the volume up button, at the same time or holding the power button

and the volume down button, at the same time, after that you will see a slider on the screen

and to power off your iPhone fully just slide the top slider all the way to the right and

your iPhone will power off.

Thank you so much for watching this video, I hope it helped you out if it did please

do me a favor, drop this video a like rating and I will see you all next time.

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Stefan's Files on Bandersnatch: Read Parts & See Photos | Heavy.com - Duration: 9:19.

Stefan's Files on Bandersnatch: Read Parts & See Photos | Heavy.com

In the Black Mirror movie Bandersnatch, Stefan finds a lot of files about himself at one point.

Here are what the files say and more details about them.

This post has major Bandersnatch spoilers.

If you haven't seen the arc of the movie that shows Stefan finding files about himself, then don't read on until you've watched that part.

Spoilers begin now.

When Stefan enters the right code into his father's filing cabinet after choosing the book over the photo (the code is PAC), then the filing cabinet opens and reveals many, many files about Stefan that his father has been keeping since Stefan was a little boy.

It's all very overwhelming and terrifying for Stefan.

Interestingly, the files for Stefan Butler all have the White Bear type symbol on them.

This may indicate some connection between the company that runs White Bear Justice Park in the future and the company running the PACS program that Stefan finds in this scene.

Stefan appears to have found confidential patient files about himself.

Stefan discovers that he's part of an actual PACS program (Program and Control Study).

He sees tons of files on him that his dad has, and finds out that his dad and mom may have just been actors and he was being monitored and filmed his entire life — just like Colin said.

From the time he was a boy to even his adult counseling sessions, everything was filmed.

One file (in the photo above) reads that Stefan was given antipsychotics and seems to have resistant mania.

The parts I could catch read: "The subject who has not responded to two different … antipsychotic drugs, the chances of a response with a … clazapine drug are very low, less than one in twenty…with olzapine, it is one in two.

This is a number… an astonishingly low number for any field of…".

You can also see numerous photos taken of Stefan, showing he was always being surveilled.

He's being watched now, in July 1984.

Even when he thinks he's alone and programming, he's being watched and recorded.

The files showed photos taken of him from all ages, from when he was a young kid to today.

They even had photos of him when he was a toddler.

And his file even has photos from when he was a baby in 1967.

Also in Stefan's file, we see a vial that reads "S.

Butler" and says "100th Dose." It's unclear what drug the vial contains.

We also see Stefan's bloodwork, which is pictured below.

Even his sessions with his counselor were recorded.

There's a strange file called Trauma Inception.

The file reads in part, "The EWNT is an adapted item recognition task, which has repeatedly shown interference by emotional information on working memory performance in both healthy and clinical samples.

The overall goal of this task is for the subject to memorize a list of letters and then to check in a new list of letters whether h recognize one of the previously shown letters.

The time interval between the two lists is used to present distracting information, in this case pictures of different valences.

The current paradigm consisted of 72 trials, each starting with a black fixation block for 750 ms, followed the by the presentation of three black letters below each other.

After a delay interval (1500 ms) three letters wer eagain displayed… In half of the trials, one of the three memoranda (target) was present in the probe.

The subject had to … a yes or no button indicating whether h had recognized target or not… During the delay interval, neutral, positively, or negatively using pictures from the Picture System were presented as … actors.

The positive and negative pictures mainly included scenes and human body parts, while the neutral pictures… natural scenes and objects.

The 24 positive, negative, and neutral pictures were randomly displayed.

The inter-trail…was 500 ms.

The subject was instructed to focus on the pictures during the delay.

Effects of the distraction… both speed and percentage errors were analyzed to…".

The page's section at the bottom is labeled Childhood Trauma.

"Trauma short form is a 28-item retrospective… questionnaire developed to measure five types of childhood… emotional, physical and sexual abuse and … physical neglect.

each scale of the CT Form… that are scored on the five-point Likert scale… of 25.

The scales showed good reliability…".

Here's a closeup of the beginning of the file:.

After this, Stefan appears to learn that his childhood trauma with his mom's death was faked and it all happened in a bedroom that was being filmed and was part of a set.

But is this accurate or a delusion? The "Trauma Inception" smoking gun appears to be more about just showing emotionally charged photos, but we don't get to read the entire paper.

I'm leaning toward it being accurate and a real experiment that Stefan learned about himself.

What do you think?.

READ NEXT: See all the possible Bandersnatch endings here.

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Dazzle's Most Dazzling Moments from Butterbean's Café | Nick Jr. - Duration: 3:56.

[phone ringing]

Butterbean's Café?

Butterbean's Café is the sweetest spot in all of Puddlebrook!

We are work hard at the café

and that's what makes us such a great team!

And Dazzle keeps everything running smoothly.

Keeping everything in order's kinda my specialty.

Let's check out Dazzle's top five most dazzling moments!

Butterbeans Café is now open for business!

When grandma visits Puddlebrook...

It's Dazzle's grandma!

Grandma Nana!

Dazzle knows it's time to cook!

When I was little, we used to make Grandma Nana Banana Bread together.

Grandma... Bandana... Bonanza?

Dazzling moment number five is...

♪ Mmm, mmm Nana said Mmm, mmm banana bread ♪

♪ Bananas and two cups of flour Butter and some baking powder ♪

Grandma Nana's famous banana bread!

Oh, Dazzle, it's wonderful!

Thank you, sweetie.

Ready for the next dazzling moment?

OK, let's do it.

When Jasper skates into the café...

Here I am, I've got four cartons of eggs, whoa!

Dazzle really saves the day!

No!

Dazzling moment number four is...

- Dazzle's egg-cellent save! - Got 'em!

I got this!

Thanks!

Dazzle is very clever and smart!

- I have something special for you. - For me?

Especially when she makes a gift from the heart.

A friendship necklace!

Dazzling moment number three is...

Check it out, it goes right here in the middle.

Wow!

The triple friendship locket!

Fairy friends forever!

Aww.

- Two more dazzling moments left. - Yay!

- Ready? - Ready, Daz?

Ready!

When the fairies need to keep Poppy away...

Butterbean, I wanna make something for Poppy!

But how can I make it without her finding out?

I don't have a clue how we're gonna keep Poppy out of the café all day!

But if anyone can come up with a plan, it's Dazzle!

Do you think you could get Poppy to leave the café for a while?

You came to the right girl.

Leave it to Dazzle to save the day!

Hey, Poppy, I have a er... special mission for you.

OK.

Dazzling moment number two is...

I got this!

[giggling]

The Dazzle Distraction!

Is that... my perfect surprise cake?

We made it for you!

Oh, Cricket, it's great!

Nicely done!

I'm in granola controller!

When this party needs a little kick...

Now all we need is some music to get this dance party started!

Hit it, Lulu!

Uh-oh, I forgot to charge the battery.

Dazzle knows the perfect song to pick!

Hey, Dazzle, Sasha's music player just ran out of power!

The number one most dazzling moment is... of course...

Maybe you'd like to sing?

Dazzle's very own song!

♪ Wake up in the morning And first thing I wanna sing ♪

♪ Oh, I can't help this feeling From my toes up to my wings ♪

♪ I love to sing, I love to sing La-la-la-la ♪

♪ I love to sing, yeah, that's my thing La-la-la-la ♪

♪ I love to sing, I love to sing ♪

- Woo, yeah! - I love that song!

Go, Dazzle!

Get cooking with Dazzle and all of your favorite fairies!

OK, girls, let's get to work!

- Yeah! - Let's do it!

On Butterbean's Café!

Everywhere you find Nick Jr.

You can find more Butterbean's Café in the free Nick Jr. app

and everywhere you find Nick Jr.

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Diabetes Emergency Supplies {Must-Haves} - Duration: 3:40.

Hello to all the Resilient Diabetics out there. If you don't know who I am my

name is Jay Sampat, and this is where we turn ordinary struggling diabetics

into extraordinary well controlled diabetics. Now today's episode will be a

quick one and it's a very important episode regards to all the diabetic

supplies that we need that keep us alive. And the reason for this episode was

because of a question that was posed on a diabetic forum by someone that was in

desperate need for a quick answer. And it bothered me, it actually made the hairs

on the back of my neck stand up. Why well..... I'll explain in just a few seconds. First lets

get to her question. Basically what she was asking was.... She had accidentally

dropped her bottle of insulin and she called all the pharmacies in town

because it was Christmas and she lives in a small town everyone was close. She could

not get any insulin. So what does she do? We as a team went in to try and help

her out. Obviously everyone was closed,

doctor's office was closed! The first thing that was suggested, and if this

happens to you is to contact your local hospital, your emergency rooms, your

urgent cares, as they would be able to help you out as a diabetic. So that will be a

first option if something's happened if you run out of your medication. If that's

not an option and because you're just out a day, there's a couple other things

you can do. You're gonna want to control your blood Sugar as best as

you can under those circumstances with no insulin. So what can you do.....

A couple of options as long as it's authorized by your doctor. One thing

you can do is to exercise for at least 30 minutes that will get some

sensitivity back to your muscles to help pull some of that glucose that's in the

bloodstream into the muscles. The second thing would be probably following a

pretty low carb day until you're able to get yourself some insulin. So third and

this is this is critical..... The reason why this question was so important

to me was because it's the first thing I talked about with my doctor when I was

diagnosed as a diabetic. I always wanted to have a back of supply of all my needs.

We live here in California and that 7.0 earthquake, that 8.00 earthquake is due

the last thing I want to do is to be caught with no supplies. So what I have

is...... I have a good two-month supply of insulin both my short, my long, but that's

not good if I don't have the tools. I also have extra pins and that's no good

if you don't have any test strips. I have extra test strips. So what I suggest is

that you think ahead as a diabetic and have all your supplies in emergency

ratios and enough to last whatever problem or issue to me you may face so that

you're not struggling the day of or at least a month after an emergency hits.

Because it's life or death for us!! That is my tip for the day so stay tuned

for another episode and remember they are release weekly. Have a great day

productive week and we will see you soon.... And don't forget those highlights that

alert button, the like button, and the subscribe button..... Have a great day

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3 Things Every Man Needs || KADRIAN THOMAS - Duration: 4:51.

hi guys if it's your first time here thank you for dropping by I'm Caitlin

Thomas and in this channel I share tips and ideas to help you enrich and enhance

your relationship so today I want to talk about the three things that every

man needs know ladies understand that when you take care of these three needs

for a man he'll go to the moon and back for you so the first thing that a man

needs from you as a woman is that he needs your support

that's what he needs he needs your support so when a man walks through the

door to go to work to go on the grind on the hustle you have to understand that

the world is against him and he's against the world maybe somebody's at

work who is above him that guy is above or below him which tried to undermine

what he does so that he can get rid of him so when a man goes through the door

the world is against him and when he gets back home it's the one place where

it's like heaven and therefore he needs that one person which is you as a woman

to really support what he does letting him know that you truly appreciate what

he does by taking the duck right by going to work going to that place to hustle to

ensure that you are taken care of that your family is covered so you want to

appreciate the guy and support him let him know that you support his cause that you

really appreciate the fact that each day he leaves the house to go and hustle and

grind for the family and to take care of you and to ensure that you and your kids

or you or the both of you are well taken care of so when you support him it gives

him the drive to go further I can tell you that if I had not gotten the support

from my wife I wouldn't be half the man that I am today the second thing that a

guy needs is your loyalty now your love is nurturing kind compassionate and all

of that but for us as men loyalty is what we interpret as love so what do I

mean by this it means that you're going to stick with us through the thick and

the thin times right no matter what if we're laid off or if we're fired from

the job and there is no money coming in you're going to

stand by our side during those down times when things are at their worst

you're going to be there or let's say you're in a room and the guy walks in

that has bigger biceps and triceps than us he is more handsome and money is

falling off him like the leaves in autumn you're going to clutch us or hold our

hand tightly owning us that guess what this is my man here and regardless that

Denzel Washington just walked in the room I'm not going to go anywhere

because this is my man and when you are around your friends and your family

members you own him up and you show ownership that this is the man you are

in love with and you are loyal to him that's why guys join gangs you know

because in the gang they get loyalty and they get support and then there are some

women who tag along for the third thing that a man needs which is sex you have

to give guys the cookie right ladies you have to give your husband the cookie

understand that sex is not a gift that a woman gives to her husband rather you

should take care of that need because for us as men sex is not just something

we want we don't want it we need sex it's like the air that we breathe there

is nothing on the planet that we want more than sex and if you begin to ration

it if you begin to parcel it out you know and give us when you feel like

giving us I'm telling you if a man is going to be fulfilled and no matter how

you take care of him wash his clothes cook for him and do all of these things

if you're not fulfilling his sexual desires he's going to find it elsewhere

and wherever he's finding it that's where he's going to go he love you it'll

do the world for you you'll do anything and everything own you up but if you're

not taking care of him by giving him the cookie maybe he'll find it somewhere

else because it's just a need that needs to be fulfilled so if you want your man

or your husband to really go to the moon and back for you and to do any and

everything for you support him be loyal to him and give him the cookie regularly

because those three things are what every man needs in order

to survive support loyalty and the cookie remember to leave a comment like

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now peace out guys