Waching daily Dec 3 2017

hi everyone and welcome back to my channel today I want this video to be

very relaxed um it's still going fine God but and I'm much more relaxed level

I'm trying not to do too much of the hand movement I speak a lot with my

hands anyways let me stop okay let me stop but as I said this video I really

wanted to be a relaxed video why because the videos I did in the past I was not

lying on those videos um I was giving the Word of God but I believe those videos

were just way too much your for me um I've seen my walk with Christ fear I am

right no like what I said as I said a while ago what I said was true but I

never had the experience to really speak on those things some of the some of the

things that I talked about I never had the experience to really speak on them

and with sharing the Word of God we need to be going through or have gone through

the things that we are speaking on or else it's gonna be just religion and

that's not just out of my own little head this is something that I heard from

what has been going to man what I've been going to with in my life

I have come know to understand that you know what I'm still a baby in Christ

I'm literally still a baby and so therefore I'll speak my truth and I have

my own experiences that are gonna help other people that I should speak on that

God has helped me with instead of speaking about things because I

understand them from the Bible okay so if I didn't mention before let

me say it this video is about purpose and it's really relaxed it's just that I

really naked video meaning raw I hope well I don't want to edit the video

honest and I don't want to edit it like whatever is in there I'm just gonna let

it flow at all I'm just gonna roll I do not want to edit the Lord please no

very honest video um purpose it's important to know

our purpose and understandable purpose some time to understand our

purpose we have to accept the fact that we are created and anyone who creates

something they created for a purpose I'm telling you that God created you on

purpose for a purpose what that purpose is I do not know but I can tell you my

own experience with discovering that I was just more than why I thought myself

to be which was really not much to be honest with you

so when I was 18 close to 19 I was going on a date and this lady she was coming

off a staff bus and as soon as she walked this close

me she grabbed me and she said God has a sign on you God as a sign on you and

then she calmed down and she said I'm sorry if I startled you

but just as hope that store just as home that store has a for sale sign

hey Jesus that's all God has a sign on you and she said you're gonna help

people by preaching the Word of God and you're gonna tell them about the things

you've been through about times when you never had anywhere to stay or somewhere

to sleep and when she said that part I didn't accept it because in my little

head I just could not imagine that I'm that I would possibly not have somewhere

to lay my head that would be like an issue just to have somewhere to sleep

because I had multiple relatives how homes are beds that I can sleep in hey

Jesus and my parents and also friends but I listen to her and she said you

know if we're not going to a church she asked she didn't say it she asked if I

was going to a church at the time I was just visiting churches I didn't do much

and I go to church often I was really affiliated affiliated big words

hey anyways back to I didn't I wasn't really could go and say any member of

any Church but I did visited a church that my mother got baptized in

of grew up in every knowing they like very spontaneously I would go into

church and she said I should start going to church more so I read in my Bible you

know praying getting to know God when she said it I was

my business but because of God allowing this lady to tell me that there was

more to me than just monique it kind of

paved the way I carried myself or the things that I would do in my late teens

and early 20s like I was a big party girl I wouldn't say I'm a free spirit

because of what this lady said you know but I was always a curious person I was

going to try more and if the desire and the opportunity was ever near I would

take it but naturally I was not a free spirit just because of what this lady

said and I was and I had friends who were free-spirited and would do whatever

they please but just because this lady told me that I had purpose it curved I

put a limit on the things that I would allow myself to do and because of her

telling me my purpose it also had me seeking God a little more even though

even though now looking back I see it was just really religion but still it

made me curious are have are saying yeah basically I stared up for curiosity

within me to know more about God be more beyond you know just me going to Baptist

Bible School not Bible school but like a what was it Sunday

school they're going to Sunday school you know when you can't send you to

church so I was kind of seeking the things of God I would designate time for

devotion you know looking but no on my life I'm grateful

that God as I said I said that God sent this lady to come and talk to me at that

age because only God knew what else I would have done in my life if I didn't

know this about myself and I needed it because growing up I faced a lot of

rejection I was a child what I felt like was always overshadowed by my siblings

when it comes to friends and my cousins I'm mostly excluded from things

looking at it now I'm glad I wasn't involved in those things but I was basically always

set apart it felt like rejection but with the wisdom our knowledge of who God

is now and how he operates I see it was just God I understand know that it was just

God um setting me apart from everyone else and this is to you even though you

sending in you guys that God is gonna send it to your life to let you know

that listen there is purpose you have purpose and though persons have reject you

relatives you know your parents your peers people around you are even

lovers God sees more in you and all those things that other person didn't

want a part of God has a plan for them and God wants to be a part of it and

also

we're hearing this from this lady that's how I baptized the first time well of

course when I baptized there was no repentance in my life I have no

repentance as I said you know she telling me that I started to go to

church more so it was just random the pastor said there was gonna be baptism

and I just said okay and then we came up ties because of this thing that is lady

told me and that's how I got baptized so it's important to know what God has in

store for us and I want to take a little look at the life of David I won't read

any scriptures as I said this video is not really about any I don't preach it

or anything like that it's just really a little chitchat the video kind of and I

think when a lot of people relate themselves with David at least persons

I've talked to me about David in regards to so what if I sin you know

David sinned so many times or I feel like I'm I mostly relate with David

because David is always falling short and stuff like that I'm not condemning

anyone for saying that but when you read the story of David David was it was way

more than that David life was so much more than that

and I want us to talk if you never read it you can read it it's in first

time Prophet Samuel 16 is it yeah first I will 16 you can read when God sent Samuel

out to anoint another king which was David in the house of Jesse which is

David's father's house and

and he thought within himself who this got to be the one cuz he had a nice body

based on what based on what the well described he had a nice body was

handsome you know he look like someone who could be a king and God told him no

man look at the outward appearance but I look at the heart and then he saw the

other brother Ananias I think the name is pronounced and God

said nope not him either and David had seven brothers and he went through all

seven and none of them were the ones that God wants it God said he rejected

each other so some will ask Jesse this all your sons and Jesse said no

there's another one a little lad you know Jessie didn't even say anything great about him

said to them go and fetch him and Samuel would not sit down until David

come in and I want you to think about what I'm saying here is David his father

didn't even consider him to be the one that could possibly be the King secondly

he's the youngest and the fact that he's the youngest look at this they have him

taking care of sheep they had him taking care of the sheep and sheeps are not easy

animals to take care of they're very stubborn and they're very foolish thing

and they can't really defend themselves so I Shepherd has to take care of them

in every single way and I believe that's why God II we use

we as men there he was a sheep to describe us you know

we're in sheep of his pasture because in the spirit we're really you know we

really cannot defend ourselves from all those evil things that are coming

against us it's just God who has to take care of us but let me not stray off

topic so forth think about what um Samuel said go fetch

him think about when you're fetching something that means you have to take it

up and bring it so it's like he's announcing him as a king he's asking him

to treat him as a king without him officially anointing him as a king

because he's already a king in the spirit and this is why it's good to know our

the foundation of the earth before you were in your mother's womb I've known

you you know so whatever you are in God's eyes you'll always be that

whatever God saw me to be or created me to be I was always that even though

people around me didn't treat me as that even though I never saw myself as that

because I had very low self-esteem I had very low self-esteem and back to David

so David came and finally the oil runs out he had some

oil in our mind to pour over on the king's head he tried it with the others

and the oil would not run out. imagine I mean oil stick in something like

butter just would not come off so but but when David was being anointed it did

that he is a king and that he's favored that he's favored by the

God of Israel David walked I believe David walked in that power and in that

assurance that God is taking care of him no matter what

and that God has his back and I believe that because it was that boldness that

David showed when he came to Goliath and saying to his brothers why are you hiding from

this uncircumcised Philistine because David knew who God was understood

that listen I have purpose and that's why it's important to know that you're

not just anybody I'm not saying there's no way for us to be conceited but just

to understand that God has something for you God has something for you and

because they renew that he came to Goliath bold knowing that he already won

without even killing Goliath being a boy not even a man but being a boy and

used to face the light and that's the same boldness that I have facing my

Goliath's and I want you to know that God has purpose for you too God has

purpose everything that God creates and anyone who creates something yeah they

have to have purpose for it they have to have purpose for it

beginning this walk we Christ there a person that I've met who didn't even

know they were I wouldn't say it's fortunate they didn't get the

opportunity that I got at age 18 or 19 to know that listen God has a plan for

and the anointing nope it didn't and what's also important for us to know

that God has purpose if so that we can start living for him because the truth

is if God has a sign on you as he does on me this world that we're living in it

will not cater to you Satan is gonna send every single thing

that he can to destroy you as a being and he has done that to me and it is by

God's grace that I am my life today that I'm here without knowing that God has a

purpose for me I would not be here on camera speaking trying to reach someone

because these lips that I'm using to speak this mouth it was condemned and I

was ashamed of it and even know when I'm talking to you

it's hard to pronounce my words I don't know why but I have problems pronouncing

my words but guess what God has given me this mouth to use and I'm using it so I

don't know if this is why my lord is so big our man lips are so big but guess

what I am using it to do God's work and all I'm seeking is for him to mature me

and for me to just stay by his side because my life has never been

better my life I've never been better than this looking back on my life then

and looking at my life no being in Christ I'm very happy I'm so happy I

have peace and I have joy because with each level God has given me new faith

there were times when I did look out in the world and thought that it was

better but it's not better than what God has given me and what God has in store

for me it is not better it is not better so today I just want to encourage

someone that though you might have been molested because I've been there I've

been molested as a child though you may have been physically abused I've been

there been well I've been physically abused in relationships though you've

been teased or mocked (bullied) because of your appearance are something that people see

as flaws

God has purpose for it and all those things that happen

it was just Satan trying to beat you down so you won't spend enough time in

the mirror to see all that God has created in you and on you and also know

that when are people pushing you to the side sometimes it is really God dragging you away from the

crowd because we are set apart we are not like everyone else

David was set apart and that's why in the Psalms you can hear David reflecting and

talking about all the things that God has helped him with because they had had

a lot of time by himself he had a lot of time by himself to really tap into the

goodness of God and to really understand that was dear Joseph was also set apart

because his brothers were jealous of him

and I heard one pastor said it best that you know what it's a good thing to be dissed

because we are in good company so just know that you are in good company and of

that you were created on purpose for a purpose and I pray that God may send

your evangelist your prophet your apostle whoever it is to come and let

you for listening guys have a wonderful weekend SHALOM(may God's peace be with you)