Okay, it's a little bit late but, we need to talk, about the sketchbook slam
  yeah .. no .. no
  Okay, so i tried and it didn't really keep, my attention
  yeah, i know it's about late disciplinary art whatever i'm gonna get into it i'm gonna get enjoy so i did i
  don't even know cuz, i stopped so long, ago i wrote so many ideas i
  Numbered my pages. I did like 50 pages
  Not front and back
  but i
  guess i started that one
  I did some i did a lot of like and i got really paranoid and i think that
  Was part of it, it was stressing me out. i was like copying a lot of sketches off pinterest so then i didn't really
  Want to like show
  Them on my channel so i was like writing the name of the person i was like
  Copying and it wasn't like to copy them, i'm not publishing this or anything i was just saying i like to learn, how
  They drew and i thought their drawings were good but i didn't know
  when is it okay to sketch from the sketching if it's like a learning how to sketch do i have to
  Write how they were sketching? these I just drew on my own
  here's the thing you guys
  you, guys
  it's
  Ruined it was stressing me out i had to quit. it was stressing, me out so hard because i would be so exhausted
  and i'm like
  I haven't sketched today, I have
  10 pages to sketch.  all right if i did sketch it be like i did it seven pages not ten
  and i'm like 50 pages behind. i was getting so worked up that he just had to quit
  I was going to keep working on it and i was just like i can't even right now and
  I think this challenge is for certain
  People only. I don't think this challenge is for everybody and i basically knew this challenge was a bad idea
  But i couldn't help myself i just can't i can't help
  Myself jump into things and do things and overcome it i just can't do it i don't know, what's wrong with, me so
  I hate this challenge so much
  It wasn't for me like i started and it was so excited about it
  But then i was just like i wanted to do really detailed drawings and i want to do really detailed sketches and you can't do
  That with this
  Challenge, you got to get through it and so it wasn't having fun
  Because i was like i thought i would i was like i'll learn how, to sketch real quick but then
  I kept just try and detailed drawings and i think that it was
  Do i regret it? no because i got fifty pages filled out
  So it's 50 pages probably more than i would have got filled up if i wasn't doing it so don't regret it but
  Let's just be clear
  If you have children this challenge is gonna be really hard. if you have
  you know like a full-time job and a side job it's gonna be really hard like i
  work i see a home with, my kids but i work from home i have my youtube channel and i just
  Was like getting really into, my youtube channel and i felt like it was taking, away?
  from me making videos and i was rather making videos so i just gave up now i
  Want to work on my art more but i just i felt like i was like this can
  Push, me work on my art meet my, goals but i kind of it made me realize that
  Maybe like having a goal of being like so good at art this
  Year is just not my goal my goal
  Should just be youtube and like that's it because youtube is taking up so much of my
  Time it's not like i can like it looks like i can just sit here and talk for five minutes but i am so particular
  Even when i film
  A week, like i like a planning
  Week i'm writing in my planner, it is like
  45 minutes and then i have to edit that down to be like not a complete waste of your time and
  Then i'm like
  marketing it or tagging it or whatever so it just takes forever and then i have like you know children so i
  Honestly felt like i was going mental i was going mental. I felt so bad because they put on my channel
  That i was doing it and i didn't do it i like literally, my videos planned for that week
  Was just like sketching in my thing and i don't even know if i put out
  any of them because i
  Don't even know if i filmed any of them i think i found one and not me you've been just the first one saying that
  I'm doing the challenge so
  But yeah it just it was so hard it was so hard so anyone, who completed it
  I'm not being sarcastic dude i don't i don't get it i don't get how
  you, did it without, going insane maybe you, went a little bit crazy, i it's so big of a
  Challenge holly really puts us to the test
  But i don't think that and not being able to finish challenges or not being a hundred percent sure if you can
  Finish the challenge is a reason to not, do them i'm like
  So pro challenge i think that i learned a lot of it myself i learned that i do not like long term art
  Goals and our long term art
  Challenges the one where it was like this shirt be challenge and it was one drawing yeah that, was cool, and then it was over
  This, like long-term thing right, now i'm doing, like, this video challenge and it's like
  made me sick of going on facebook live i
  Was doing so, well and then now, i hate it i'm in the last week of it i just
  Want to quit so maybe long-term challenges in general or not for me because i don't have the biggest attention span
  I just, don't i'm into something new every like, five minutes so yeah should you do it
  Pick a month in where your yeah
  Should, you do it should. You get this isn't even the right, book, but i'm in canada explained in my first
  Video i'm in canada, and that book, was like $90 and this was $25 on
  Amazon i'll link it below and it is 300 pages and it's like an inch shorter like this is a nine
  By eleven and a half i think and the other one was like
  Mmm 11. By 13 i don't know. It wasn't that much i feel like to me personally a
  Lot of people doing this
  sketchbook slam even holly, she like, did not go to like the very edge of the page you're
  Doing the middle and i felt like it's not really going to affect, how
  Much i was drawing. that's my personal opinion if you, wanna if you're on the states for the books a lot
  Cheaper totally go for it and if you, like, don't care whatever like, you know get that book if you
  Want to save a little bit money i feel, like, this, book it's, still, gonna push your limits and drive you insane
  So there i'm not saying that it's like a terrible challenge i just think do some thought like
  Do you, have anything, else going on that month and how much time do you really have this is gonna take you hours
  Every day to do. i think that it will make you a faster drawer i actually, saw
  improvement just from like the 50 pages i did
  Do over two weeks because i quit after like two weeks and i did see improvement but
  It's just what's a grain, of salt just give it some thought before you commit to it and then
  Also, don't be hard on yourself if you don't finish. it is extremely hard and
  It's an unfair advantage to people
  who  Like if you're
  A student and you've this summer off that would be a great month i don't suggest if you're a student and you're
  Going to this summer off i don't suggest, doing it this month
  wait till you the time off
  Yeah, cuz it's brutal it's just it's literally even if you do
  The quickest drawings ever and you have to like find things like it keeps more time too because you have to find things
  To, like look up to
  Actually draw so you're, not just it's not like, literally just drawing time you have to like come up with things to draw from and
  Okay i'm done i'm done i'm out. I quit i'm omitting it on the youtube, so i'm sorry. You guys there's been no updates
  Because i suck i can't do it i just can't do it i quit i will still use this sketchbook
  For sketching and when i get to sketching?
  I will, i actually do like sketching with my kids. We will sit on the couch and sketch side-by-side so that was really nice that
  We were doing that together
  I'm still gonna use this sketchbook it's just i'm not gonna set any time limits on it because it's just not happening for me
  Now if you've tried it let me know, how
  It went i will seriously be happy for you if you've got further than
  Me or if you finished it like that's incredible i'm not trying to discount anyone he did it like if anything i'm trying to talk
  Them up, because it is so hard
  it is so hard and
  I just i don't have enough time right now will i ever do it in the future? probably not but if by, some miracle like
  my kids do at school and i have all the time on my hands then yeah i'm crazy i would probably try to do it
  Again i probably get another book, and try to do it again
  If my kids were in school because you literally need like i'm saying
  i seriously think you need
  Like like i wasn't even trying to commit to 600 pages i was trying to come into 300 peaches i would say
  At least, like, three hours a, day
  There yeah if you can
  Have, three hours a day then you could probably do this josh but i like doing it real fast watching
  their time and not getting carried, away and drawings mean ain't all pretty like i
  Was spending like 20 30 minutes per drawing and it was like i need to really change
  this, because they need to do 10 drawing a day and
  It's just way too much it's like, five hours
  All right hope it was helpful
  I'm sorry, about that here's my update and yeah good luck, let me know, what you guys are doing if you, like, this video
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