Waching daily Nov 5 2018

(bright music)

- [Narrator] Breasts come in different shapes and sizes,

but there's one thing they all have in common.

They are unique to humans.

More than 5,000 mammalian species inhabit this planet,

yet homo sapiens are the only life forms

with permanent breasts.

Some may call this human anomaly sexy,

but it also begs the question,

why are human breasts so big,

and were they an evolutionary mistake?

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Every other mammal develops temporary breasts

during ovulation and, or nursing.

Basically their purpose is to produce milk,

so once the milk is gone, the breasts disappear.

But this isn't the case for female humans

whose breasts form during puberty, not pregnancy.

So at some point in our evolution, something changed.

But what?

For example, in 1987, biologist Tim Caro explored

seven existing theories on this subject.

One was that breasts allowed mothers

to nurse newborns from their hip,

giving them more mobility to multitask.

But it doesn't explain why breasts stick around

after the nursing stage is over.

Perhaps the most popular idea was first proposed

by Charles Darwin and later explored by zoologist,

Desmond Morris, in his 1967 book, The Naked Ape.

In it, Morris suggests that breasts evolved

as a sex symbol, to replace the swelling rear end

of other female primates during ovulation.

Once our ancestors starting walking upright,

the sexual organs were no longer as obvious to spot,

so males had no way of knowing

when a female was sexually mature,

and breasts may have formed as a result.

This theory would at least explain

why women's chests swell during puberty,

but it still can't explain why they

stick around after menopause.

Let's take a closer look at the human breast.

The big difference is that it contains more fat

than other female mammals.

The fat fills out the breast tissue,

giving it shape, sort of like milk, but permanent.

Human breasts can become so large

it can cause back and chest pain.

This is why many women get breast reductions.

More than 61,000 received a breast reduction

in 2016, in the US alone.

But breasts aren't only uncomfortable for some,

they can also be deadly.

Breast cancer is the number one cause

of cancer related deaths in women, world wide.

It effects roughly one and a half million women each year

and it killed 570,000 of them in 2015.

Yet as far as scientists can tell,

breast cancer is not common among other primates.

This could be because the risk of cancer increases with age,

and other primates don't live long enough

to develop breast cancer, or perhaps,

it could have something to do

with the permanent breast tissue itself.

- [Dr. Callahan] Cancer is more common

in rapidly dividing tissue.

Every time cells are born and die,

there is an opportunity within the cell cycle

to make mistakes in repairing DNA

and essentially, a cell with mistakes

can become a cancerous cell.

Breast tissue divides at a rapid pace,

so there's a greater opportunity to make mistakes.

- [Narrator] That may explain why removing both breasts

reduces a woman's risk of breast cancer by 95%.

Of course breasts have established their place

in human culture and society.

They can make women feel wanted, liberated, or empowered.

And they've helped build entire empires

based simply on their power to attract.

It looks like, for better or worse,

human breasts are here to stay.

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[Pattern/Tutorial] Necklace Carmela - DIY (Beads) - Duration: 7:21.

Welcome to a new pattern with Grays Schmuckwerkstatt

If you like the instruction, please give it a "thumbs up". Also check out my Etsy shop for more instructions. The link can be found in the video description.

Todays project

Materials (Translated list below)

Pick up:

Fix the work with two simple knots.

Thread through the next SD.

Thread back through the other hole of the SD.

Pick up:

Thread through the outer hole of the next SD.

Repeat steps 05 and 06 4 more times.

This is how the work should look like.

Continue through the next R thread.

Pick up:

Again through the R, from which the thread is coming, thread the following SD and the next R.

Pick up:

As you can see in the picture, thread through the closest R of the bow. Continue through the R, from which the thread is coming, thread the following SD and the next R.

Repeat steps 11 and 12 2 more times.

This is how the work should look like.

Thread as shown in the picture through the closest R of the first sheet.

Pick up:

Thread through the closest R of the opposite arch. Then thread through the R between the two free bows and through the R, from which the thread is coming, upwards.

Thread through one of the adjacent Rs.

Pick up:

Continue through the next R thread.

Repeat steps 18 and 19 4 more times.

This is how the work should look like. Continue to thread through the lower hole of the next SD.

Thread back through the top hole of the SD.

Pick up:

Continue threading through the top hole of the next SD.

Repeat steps 22 and 23 4 more times.

This is how the work should look like.

Repeat steps 7 - 24 until just before the desired length of the necklace.

Then repeat steps 7 - 16 again. The work should now look like the picture shown. Do not sew the beginning and working thread yet.

For the time being put the main part of the necklace aside. Now the two ends of the necklace are threaded.

Put a P on the head pins. This P will not be visible later and should be big enough so that it does not slip between a ring of 5 SD.

Pick up:

Work with 2 simple knots to make a ring.

Thread through the inner hole of one that abuts the node, SD.

Thread back through the outer hole of the SD.

Pick up:

Continue threading through the outer hole of the next SD.

Repeat steps 31 and 32 4 more times.

This is how the work should look like. Now it can also be checked whether the P from step 26 is not too small.

Continue through the next R thread.

Pick up:

As seen in the picture, again through the R, from which the thread is coming, and continue through the next SD and R threads.

Pick up:

As you can see in the picture, thread through the closest R of the bow. Continue through the R, from which the thread is coming, thread the following SD and the next R.

Repeat steps 37 and 38 2 more times.

This is how the work should look like.

Thread as shown in the picture through the closest R of the first sheet.

Pick up:

Thread through the closest R of the opposite arch. Then thread through the R between the two free bows and through the R, from which the thread is coming, upwards.

Thread through one of the adjacent R.

As shown in the picture, insert the P including the head pin into the currently threaded work.

Pick up:

Thread through the next R.

Repeat steps 45 and 46 4 more times.

This is how the work should look like.

Continue through the adjoining hole of the next SD thread.

Thread back through the other hole of the SD.

Pick up:

Continue to thread through the free hole of the next SD.

Repeat steps 50 and 51 4 more times.

The work should now look like this.

I have now laid the work down so that the next steps are more understandable.

Thread a P on the head pin.

Shorten the rest of the head pin and bend into a loop.

Attach the V to the straight threaded loop.

Optional: Repeat steps 34 - 52 as often as you like.

Absolutely: Repeat steps 34-49 again.

The following steps (57-59) are optional and can be omitted.

Change to the shorter thread from the beginning of this closure. The thread should now come clearly out of the hole of an SD.

Pick up:

Thread through the next SD.

Repeat steps 58 and 59 4 more times.

Thread a second end piece (26-59). Subsequently, the two end pieces can be connected to the main part.

Lay the two parts together as shown in the picture. Here on the picture is the lock on the left and the main part of the necklace on the right. It is first started to work with the thread from the lock.

As seen in the picture, thread through an outer R. It is important to pay attention to the direction (see picture)!

Thread in the same direction as before through the free hole of the next SD from the shutter.

Continue threading through the next R of the main part of the necklace. Pay attention again to the direction in which is threaded.

And thread again through the free hole of the next SD of the shutter.

Repeat steps 63 and 64 at least for the rest of the round. Ideally, you should work another round like this.

Afterwards finish all threads.

I hope you enjoyed this pattern :-)

If you have any questions feel free to ask.

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GSUM Interview - Paul D. Williams - Duration: 5:10.

I think there's a couple of reasons why we are seeing many more robust peacekeeping missions.

The first reason is that there's more occasions now where peacekeepers are being deployed

into conflict zones where there is no longer a peace to keep. So robustness is required

because peacekeepers may have to use force to meet various elements of their mandate.

And the second reason we need more robust forces is because we are asking peacekeepers

to do more and more things. So as the mandates are for longer and longer and the tasks more

complicated, peacekeepers may well be faced with more spoiler groups or actors that see

those peacekeeping actions as a threat. So I think those are the two main reasons why

we've got more robust missions, and I think there's a debate at the United Nations at

the moment as to some people who support the growing trends towards robust missions and

other actors to a more critical, If we take the critics first I would say the critics

tend to worry that if we get more forceful and militarized peace operations it's gonna

have a number of negative consequences. The first one would be maybe that we are undermining

the UN's impartiality, and then there's a concern that if we use force for more militarized

actions against various opponents and spoilers, that might undermine the U. N.'s message about

being an impartial actor over to being one of the conflict parties. On the second main

concern I think the critics have is that the U. N. peacekeeping missions are not really

well designed to use force. So, you know, consistently UN missions often have big trouble

generating relevant forces, so what type of troops might be needed for these types of

robust engagements, are they gonna come with intelligence support and good information

gathering capabilities, are they gonna come with medical support and the ability to quickly

evacuate casualties if peacekeepers, you know, get wounded or killed on missions, and do

they have both sort of mobile protections, their transportation is becoming increasingly

important when peacekeepers are targeted by improvised explosive devices. So I think

that's the second concern, whether the UN is just really wealthy enough to support

these types of robust missions.

Sure I do, yes, I think we are seeing peacekeepers getting more into the realms of counterinsurgency.

So if we look at what particularly African peacekeepers are doing now in places like Somalia,

recently Democratic Republic of Congo,

or Mali, or Darfur in Sudan, you see them having to engage in a number of different

activities. I would say there is a mixture of statebuilding mandates, trying to support

elections or promote the rule of law, they are also being asked to protect civilians

and engage in atrocity prevention activities under the UN Responsibility to Protect idea,

but they are also now being increasingly used, or they also use, explicit offensive force

against certain groups that are not willing to participate in peace processes or opening

peace processes now. So if we look at the M-23 rebels in Eastern Congo, Al-Qaeda in

the Islamic Maghreb in Mali, al-Shabaab in Somalia, maybe Boko Haram in the Lake Chad

Basin, more and more peacekeepers are having to get into this business of counterinsurgency.

Now I would say here there is then sort of two options on who is going to respond to

do this counterinsurgency. On the one hand we can see UN blue helmet missions. But this

is very much a new terrain for them. The UN peacekeepers are not used to doing these kinds

of activities. The second type of operations you see is coming from Africans themselves,

so the regional task force against the Lord's Resistance Army, or the multinational task

force against Boko Haram, and now we have the G5 force in the Sahel, or the African

Union mission in Somalia against Al-Shabaab. These kinds of partnerships between African

and UN missions, I think, are going to be the future for how we deal with these types

of thing. And then to the new threats that are faced, I would say the big two that peacekeepers

are having trouble dealing with: On the one hand, IEDs, improvised explosive devices,

more and more of these things are appearing across the Sahel and Somalia. And the second

big challenge, I think, is the nature of organized crime and how organized criminal activities,

fueling insurgent groups like al Shabaab and Boko Haram, or al-Qaeda in the Islamic

Maghreb, and peacekeepers don't traditionally have much experience or capabilities of dealing

with these organized criminal networks that are fueling war. So I think those are the

two main problems they are having to face.

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Why should you find good friends?!?!? - Duration: 8:21.

What's up my VCS are at a pause for a second to make sure it's recording but what's up?

My VC's welcome back to another video. I just want to tell you that something that's important about friend wise

Because when you make them you want to make sure you have the good friend inside of the batteries

But it will be okay to make good walk earrings, but are they any friends? Um

So basically this is going to talk about skating more if you have one of those skating friends like I do

But to the point where I'm not putting that person out by saying our name what I like they live or anything like that

I'm just saying that

Towards having friends like skin friends make sure you piss and closely towards them because I'm paying attention

totally Coast towards them because like well my

Person, I'm looking towards up like the things that we do together as we're going skating on Saturdays

I'm probably on a two person that knows who I'm talking about, but don't actually

sit

Towards the comments and sort that but I'm not gonna say the name who knows that person because they drop me off there

Sometimes that's if I acts but same time

But yeah, that's pretty much it. But um

anyways, the reasonable I'm talking about this now because I want you guys to make sure you have the good friends that skates the

Same way as you do

For like different cool

Let me say in a way for you guys to understand sorry for myself, by the way

Because sometime might get can feel what I'm saying. And then I put it out in a different way than you guys understand

so

Basically, what am I mean by that is Brenda good friends that skates along with you

like towards the ajb skate tours walking, you know what the difference between jb skating and

jam skating

jb skating is like a soul skating type of

thing we're like

It's a whole music type of thing but is actually good. No, but I buy that

not gonna

But like they dance

and

Look so do JB's haters?

pretty much

They normally do

it's like I wish I can show you guys but at the same time I can't really so let me get

Towards more of gem skating because I really know what that is because I'm doing it now to have this case as well

so pretty much gem skating is

Dancing well, let me say hip hop

Breakdancing and not ballet but

There's this thing like I forgot what it's cold, sorry if I take long to think about it

Gymnastics, there we go. That wasn't too hard to think about

Gymnastics, so those are the three things about Jam skaters

and I don't do anything that's towards breakdancing because my body doesn't work that way let you know I

Do hip-hop

Like the movements I do hip-hop, but I'm normally do pop locking

So let me show you what pop locking is and you guys don't know what that is. It's easy

So this is pop locking

Because I normally do pop locking I won't add music towards it but I like it because I'm using my laptop

Towards this video you don't feel like editing anything

nothing

No, just like that. So make sure you guys can see me in a clear way

Sorry about the lighting because I'm using the actual Sun to actually make a little brighter in here

So let me show you again dancing move. So this is popping. Oh

Yeah. Oh

Like this like that pop blocking

Blocking

This little spin and make it look cool

Okay, but back to I was saying if this video don't like come towards the wrong video

Sorry about that. But this is very important that you guys need to know so

You guys see debates with attention towards its who actually get it under better under a better understanding

By finding good friends at skates as well like you somewhat I guess I don't know

so

because I have one of those friends somewhat that's kind of like that because

between this game move that that person does and I do I do more of their work into it my work and it's more like

That's not a good idea on me. That's not a good balance between it so he I like that person is up here

you know like

somewhat well

You know, what's good it's him

So he is up here

I'm like right here and I'm trying to get up here with him cuz well make him come down a little here

To make a little somewhat not very much of even when I want to make it up to here

Because I want to try to do a little mix-up thing between gem scanning and jb skating, but it since I might not look right

but the thing that we can do that may looks perfect with it among like dance move and

like

The old scape moves that they know i'm gonna do. I can't really describe it towards you

We're always getting really do what they like jb skating but it's high called old

Skate move that people see torch

Doing it pretty much understand what I'm saying?

But tomorrow I have no school Wednesday Thursday Friday. I do by next week Monday. I don't so have a day off tomorrow. Whoa

Buddy said get me catch up on my homework

And sort of hockey more. I'm not lacking. I'm not saying that but I just want to

hurry up with all the other homeworks that I can get done early and

Probably later, but I'm saying that I'm getting it done

Or I want to have it on time or probably later or earlier. Not later. Well, yeah

That's why I am is here

Trying to get things done earlier or get things on time

so I can actually

Get freedom pretty much

So yeah

Makes you guys pay attention towards those friends that skates not what in at the same time with your friends

That doesn't skate make sure you pay attention towards that too. So this

Video will be called make sure you guys pay attention

Towards your friends

Yeah

So yeah, that's a pretty much a wrap on this video. I like I'm doing that film know me know

so I'm like I'm doing like uh

Yeah, like a film video

the same

video

No

Movie video that's the wrap for this video

Sorry, I did a video on the trip on Halloween Day watch me and Sean day to go trick-or-treating

BAE's mother

And that's pretty much it for

Wednesday's video me and Sean supposedly supposed to go to school, but we didn't because of the weather

And

I still can't cuz I have to catch up so much more

You know the other reason why I can't go but I'm not

Saying it

But you guys probably understand

So, yeah, hope you guys like subscribe david follow my social medias i'll be it for this video and see you guys next time

Probably tomorrow. I don't know how I'll feel about doing a video probably will probable. I don't know, but see you guys next time. Peace

And it's still recording

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Things Suicidal People Want You To Know - Duration: 15:16.

Hey everyone today I wanted to talk about some pretty full-on important

stuff but we also recreated our garden and I filmed a bunch of bodysurfing

stuff out in the ocean and that is really good medicine for your mental

health just being creative and also creating a garden you're reconnecting to

nature as well so hopefully I can inspire and encourage a few people to do

that what has been on my mind this week is

the fact that amy has gone deathly quiet as soon as I

started talking but yeah I was probably the closest to take him out in life that

I've been for quite some time on Monday - a few days ago and I was I was ready

to go well I like if I really go inside myself and I think about it like I was I

was really close to physically doing it like I could have like one action could

have been the end of my life like one physical action but mentally I was much

further away like I wasn't mentally prepared to take that one action but I

was in that place and I was I don't know how to explain it but it's like once I

was in that place and I saw myself physically in that place I was one

physical action away from ending everything I just had the like all of

the like the feelings of the consequences of that action and thoughts

of like my family and my friends and everything it flooded into me and I just

like broke down and I had a big cry and I like let go of all of that

that suffering that was inside of me new little plant babies

well I think I'm gonna get that put the huzza tumeric in it and pour all the

soil in there so it grows like a green plant and then when the plant wilts

that's when you harvest the root I am an amateur gardener I don't really know

what I'm doing

it's just all a learning process but you're the reason I wanted to like first

of all be honest about it like I didn't I don't

I have my social media all the time and I'm doing all this inspiring and

empowering stuff and like working on mental health making a garden today

filming some stuff in the ocean like having a good time like trying to trying

to bring all this positivity out and trying to maintain that but I

interviewed somebody recently who like just opened my eyes to how much we're

all bullshitting each other and like we all have like really rough days maybe

you don't get to the point where your one physical action away from taking

your own life but if you even like think about suicide at all or if you think

about harming yourself or if you like if they even even if you don't think that

you think about it deeply if the idea crosses your mind like that's enough of

a warning that you're not 100% okay and you should reach out and like get some

support and that doesn't necessarily mean go to a GP and get a diagnosis and

some treatment because we all know these days or I believe that most of us don't

need a diagnosis and treatment we just need support we just need more people

around us who understand us and it takes time to educate the people around you

about your personal situation and your personal preferences and how you would

like to be treated and the only time to do that is when you're in a healthy

state so you need to talk about this like in times like now like I am and I

do talk to people about like what I would prefer

that kind of stuff because it the one of the biggest reasons I believe that a lot

of people then talk about suicidal thoughts and suicide even attempting to

end their own lives is because they're afraid of losing and their autonomy

that's one thing that I'm afraid I've got afraid that something like

somebody's gonna intervene and they're gonna start making my decisions for me

and I'm gonna end up in the hands of somebody who doesn't understand me it

doesn't have any emotional connection to me and they're diagnosing and treating

me off a checklist and I just hate that idea I respond much better to a lot of

different kinds of treatment and therapies and people like I just don't

like the medical model at all and I know so many people hate it and they don't

want to get sucked into that vortex and like even getting someone to call the

ambulance on you is like a fear that a lot of people have because then you then

all of a sudden you're being treated by like emergency personnel and like it's

just a nightmare and sometimes that can be the reason why you don't reach out to

anybody because it's just like such a nightmare to deal with those

consequences are now that that makes it even worse when you're thinking about

how you're in this situation you're in this dark place and you want to end it

all and you're like this is there's no way out of this it's only gonna get

worse and you picture like what might happen if you message each particular

person as you're scrolling through your phone desperately trying to find that

human connection and you're thinking like God nobody's really going to

respond the way that to respond and like that this is gonna

escalate this is gonna get worse and if you're at the point where you want to

take care in life it's already as bad as it can get right like it copy you don't

you just put in that moment you believe you can't enjoy any more suffering any

any worse you can't go through any more you don't want to do any more that's why

they're crying on the floor

never repotted strawberries before

oh my goodness yeah oh there's lots of hurt

we're pools are this dead stuff as well

what do you think how I broke the puzzle sorry Buzzle

there's all the tough plans black out of everything I've tried to

grow basil is the only one that thrives a hectic enough event can can trigger a

relapse type episode like it can put you back in that place that you thought that

you would never end up in again and if everybody thinks that you'll find all

the time and everybody thinks that everybody's fine and nobody's really

talking about any of this then if you don't really feel comfortable coming

forward but if we all just admit it to each other that life's really hard and

sometimes we are unstable and we we do need help then it would become normal to

sense to just send a message to somebody I have heaps of people in my life that

it's normal to just send them a message and say like are you struggling right

now and you and I would even think that I would never get to a place where I'm

one physical action away from taking my own life again but I underestimated the

power of like things that could still happen to me and like that like I was

really heavily triggered and all of my worst fears were presented to me and

like I was just like all of my demons resurfaced like in the course of say ten

minutes because of an interaction that I had with another human being who was

coming from a place of fear and not not really thinking about the consequences

of what they were saying and they were just they were about destroying me like

just making me feel bad and making me feel wrong making me feel like my my

whole life was in dullard and like people don't know that they're doing

that that people don't know how unstable you are and that's another part of the

fear I'm afraid that if it's that easy to make me kill myself people won't

trust me with my own independence my own autonomy I feel like people are gonna

interfere if if somebody just saying some mean shit to me is enough to tip me

over the edge like I don't want people to think that about me and it's all

that's all of this stuff is that all the stuff that prevents people from reaching

out for help and like they think the thing that's preventing lives being

saved is because we're worried about what other people think about us so

hopefully by just like talking about this right now I've helped just open up

a few conversations stuff you can message me any time and it will be on

your terms how much we talk about what's going on with you I'm never gonna like

force you to talk to me about anything I'm not good I'm not gonna take any

action that you don't only take like it's on your terms and that I feel like

there's a lot of people out there like you call a lifeline how you call

ambulance oh you call like there's a lot of different avenues you can go down but

maybe some people need somebody like that but sometimes you just need

somebody that you can talk to that isn't going to do anything no matter what like

I'm not going to force any kind of action on you I'm not gonna take away

your independence I'm not going to take away your a ton of me you can send me a

DM and I'll talk to you and I'll help you through that single emotional storm

and then if that will be the end of it like it will not change our relationship

but will not change the way that I think about you it won't change anything I

will just be there in that space with you and then after that business as

usual unless you want it otherwise it's your choice like it's a hundred percent

on your terms and I think that's an important way to deal with this stuff

for a lot of people maybe a lot of people would disagree with this but I

just want more people to put their hand up and say I can be that for people and

then that's like a wider spectrum of the kind of help that's available and we

don't necessarily always need a professional professional help like a

doctor or a psychiatrist or a psychologist sometimes you just need a

mate so if you agree with that kind of way of dealing with somebody who's in a

in a crisis like that if you think that's a good way to do it you've been

in that place yourself and you would like people to treat you that way please

like share this video and talk about it like write a post and say like I just or

make it do whatever you need to to communicate to other people that that's

how things need to be and just get that to circulate and I feel like

not only would we save lives people would just feel better people would just

be more comfortable in their own skin they would be able to like be their true

selves they would be able to be confident in a decision-making they'll

be able to do everything way better like we were just our lives would just be way

more enriched and helping each other as well every every person that I've helped

to stay on this earth makes me feel like my life has a little bit more meaning

it's kind of selfish it's kind of egotistical it's kind of weird but like

I sometimes when I'm in my darkest place and I'm thinking about ending it I just

remember like but if I had it with my life then this person may have not been

here anymore or definitely wouldn't have been here anymore this person wouldn't

have been here anymore I already want another one of these back

to Bunnings okay even if my purpose is just to keep you here like keep one

other person here for a bit longer so they can have a little bit more of this

beautiful magical experience that we call life I love my life my life is

fantastic my life is beautiful every minute of every day is a miracle to me

and like my relationship is amazing everything is so epic but I'm still

vulnerable enough and damaged enough that an adverse situation can completely

Avalanche me like I can just be buried by hectic hectic emotional turbulence

like I don't know the words like it's just full-on and I can't express it and

when it happens it's extremely hard to see through like all of the suffering to

the light at the end of the tunnel

thanks for watching this video thanks for being here

thanks for being champions you little legends human beings man love you guys

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they go to the beach all the time and I get sunburned just I just cut some bit

and he needs all Americans

this is actually some sacred geometry it's very important shape

looks pretty cool

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The Show: Christmas party outfits for kids with Peter Andre and Denise - Duration: 1:40.

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Don't Forget the Faithful - Duration: 2:10.

I want you to imagine with me for a moment that we are visiting a church - any

church in any city, anywhere. And there are some people we probably would notice

immediately: the person who's singing or speaking, a musician, or someone who has a

personality that seems to fill the room. And if we stayed long enough, we probably

would meet some other people - like the troublemakers - people who seem to cause

the most discord in the church. And, odds are, these are the people we would

remember long after we visit. But in every church, there is another group of

people - a group that rarely is recognized but is the backbone of the church. They

are committed people who faithfully and regularly fulfill their responsibilities

without applause. And they are dependable. Sadly, because they don't do the highly

visible or cause the most trouble, people tend to see their roles as minor, but

nothing is farther from the truth. Take, for example, two of the judges who

ruled over Israel. The first five verses of Judges chapter 10 mentioned two men,

Tolar and Jair, who judged Israel for a combined forty-five years. Now, nothing is

mentioned about military victories or sins they committed. They just faithfully

served the Lord without fanfare. And Israel followed them. You know, I know

Bible scholars like to call them minor judges, but I have a feeling when we get

to heaven, we will discover that God considered them major ones because they

were consistent and faithful. After all, our Lord loves dependable and consistent

people. So, examine your heart and see if you are among the

faithful. Think about it and I'll see you tomorrow.

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5 Things You Might Not Know About John Cox - Duration: 1:18.

If you're voting for the California Governor on Tuesday, you probably know

that John Cox is the Republican Party's gubernatorial candidate. But, how well do

you really know John Cox? Here are five things about John Cox that you might not know.

Number 1: Cox used to be a Democrat. In 1976, John Cox ran to be a

delegate to elect Democratic candidate Jimmy Carter for president.

Number 2: He does not approve of capital punishment. Because of his Catholic faith, Cox does

not believe in the death penalty. Number 3: He's all about transparency.

Cox spent 1 million dollars for the "California is Not for Sale" initiative,

which would have required legislators to wear the logos of their top 10 donors

like NASCAR drivers. Although the initiative received 250 thousand

signatures, it was still one hundred thousand signatures shy of reaching the ballot.

Number 4: He didn't vote for Trump. In 2016, Cox voted for libertarian

candidate, Gary Johnson, for President. He later called that decision a mistake.

Number 5: He's from a Golden Bear family. Cox's mother got both her

bachelor's and master's degrees at UC Berkeley.

Cheyenne Lewis, reporting for Cal TV News.

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Microsoft Store | Reimagine the Family Experience - Duration: 1:03.

>> You want your kids to be safe.

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When you set up a Microsoft family,

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a shared family notebook and calendar.

You won't miss important school events.

They won't forget your birthday.

You can also set screen time limits beforehand

so they can focus on other things like outside time,

dinner time, or bedtime.

Microsoft family settings are

available on Windows 10 PCs,

Xbox One, and even Android phones.

Set them up and rest a little easier.

Learn how.

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Racing thoughts | Scrambled eggs | Rapid cycling Bipolar mania today - Duration: 8:39.

Racing thoughts | Scrambled eggs | Rapid cycling Bipolar mania today DO YOU EVER FEEL LIKE THIS ALSO ???? my head feels like Scrambled eggs just full of one big mess at the moment Man oh man its lunch time and I am full of shakes hands etc.

to much coffee and my bipolar disorder is getting the best of me at the moment. going to clear my train of thoughts my mind sit down relax for a bit then go get 1 of my today goals done. I am Bipolar and have been all my life. But I am more than bipolar I am me and creative nice smart and being bipolar is just apart of me like you that makes us who we are and different but

in a good way so many people with Bipolar can live a happy strong life with doing the right things that work for them. O.K. a little MNPolarbeast rambling

what's up its the beast bipolar beast and what you're about to watch is this beast

having scrambled eggs that's right having scrambled eggs no we're not talking

about eating scrambled eggs we're talking about my brain feeling like it's on

scrambled eggs I drank too much coffee and for me I love my caffeine I love my

nicotine and sometimes I over indulge that's right i over indulge in it and

like this morning I sat down I made a video I watched some videos I started

typing and texting back to this new guy just found on YouTube when I'm supposed

to my brain is telling me insulate walls beast and get to work in

work on the fixer-upper so what you're about to watch right after I

am talking is my brain on scrambled eggs I couldn't keep conversation I couldn't

keep a train of thought because my brain wants too me to make videos and my other

brain is saying no no relax get calm and collective and do what you're supposed

to do and get your goal done for the day and my goal is get some of these walls

and insulated for the winter weather so everybody can be happy and my house can be happy too and happily

warm hey I'm gonna let you watch that and when it ends it is it's a crazy

confusion mess and I put it in the player I started watching it and I'm

like I'm not even going to upload it since y'all and then I thought wait a minute I am

gonna send it to y'all and I'm going to be able to re watch it when I can

re-watch it woo Wow it's sort of tough recording your

self when you're going through these kind of episodes because right now I'm

going through a stage of manic to my low depression where I don't want to do much

and it takes a lot a lot of effort to even get my mind to focus on more than

one thing focus on two things man its tough

for me too whoa what's up everybody I added a video earlier today it's Monday

still you can pause this beast man if you want to here's some real stuff that

has a lot of videos out on mental awareness bipolar depression his train

of thought on what his beliefs are man I'm telling you I'm not one to advertise

other channels but when I find someone that is as genuine is this man that

deserves a freaking beast woo how I got Pink Panther stuff out because it

is oh my gosh the lady is gonna freaking it upset if I don't get my stuff to work

um now I should just be happy I got something done because I have not been

motivated to do nothing lately and this beast has to get something done so I'm

not gonna be standing here point to myself to the camera I'm just gonna be

talking about my um condition a few things that I go through on a daily

basis and hopefully the camera this up and you can hear me now

everything I do talk about on my channel I should state it right now I am NOT a

doctor I'm not therapist um these are my beliefs and I don't want to be itchy so

I figured I better find me some gloves these are just um this is all just

advice let's see I've been in and off of medication for the past over ten plus

years and I'm I'm not a young whippersnapper but I'm a middle-aged

whippersnapper I sometimes feel like I'm still 20

sometimes I feel like I'm 60 sometimes I feel like I'm in my years old now that's

true Beast ah I'm just a new channel I'm nobody on this channel I'm nobody but we

are all somebody um I reached out to him because I noticed we shared the same

qualities we shared the same real talk men talk and I made a video about

I walk you calling Beast TripolarTroy sorry my brain of

thoughts are getting a little bit jittery because I drank a lot of coffee

I'm Rambling like a maniac I'm not man yet but I feel like I am because I had too much

coffee with not enough time to UM unwind and relax or get something done so I'm

going to insulate my walls and talk to you and once again I sound like I'm

rambling and I don't like rambling because I'm not a rambling man we got

those singers right I know I'm bouncing all over the place hey y'all I uh never

wanted to UM it's sort of like coming off a closet almost I never wants to

come out to the closet and submit to my family my friends and others that I had

bipolar did I always know I had it well of course you don't always know but a

good part of us do know and we have something that's not as normal maybe to

someone else

I'm rambling you know what I don't want to make a junk video so I'm gonna

rewind this for a second while I'm in working on these walls and get this done I

I've been fighting bipolar and depression anxiety for many years it has

its ups and downs I am an old YouTube but a new you-tuber

on this channel I used to make videos on my anxiety and my depression and

everything else but I used to try to tell everybody how to fix themselves

without looking at myself and then I was like wow I started watching those videos

down the road and I was like I'm stopping that um so this channel I'm

just gonna talk about myself what works for me what doesn't work for me

sometimes yeah I don't know I'm just I'm just all over the place today now uh uh

anyhow see that's an episode that's uh how it works right put on the bandanna do I

need to look in the camera lens woo anyhow now I get this stuff done guys

gals I drank too much coffee I've been typing and texting and editing and now

I'm gonna get these walls and insulated because in Minnesota right now it's cold

it's getting cold and look at all that moisture this fixer-upper I gotta get

going hey yeah I better get off here I'm just rambling you know I shouldn't even

post this video like a rambling video

O.K. a little MNPolarbeast rambling