The past put a tight cork in that dream which you hoped to make come true
Not realizing the mistake, "dang it!", things don't work out as hoped
In the showdown between one's strong and weak selfs,
Somehow the weak side always comes out on top, it's strange huh?
Saying that "no one knows about it"
"I was hidden away and crying"
But you're a "smiling person" in front of everyone
That which is always tormenting you,
Tell me about the "you until now"
If it's painful I want you to run away from it
Let out those tears once more for me to see
Why is that when I see you force yourself to smile
I feel like crying?
In this blurring field of vision,
That which is heard is "thank you"
Trying to add check mars and "X"s to those days without answers,
The "X"s just keep unpleasantly piling up, what to do?
Wanting to go back, but unable to no matter how strongly it's wished for
It already seems useless, even a weak sigh won't spill out
"Somebody save me!"
An SOS heard only by me
Becoming close enough to be let in just a bit
Heartbeats beginning to overlap one another
Around the time when you were troubled by 40 + 27
Right now being troubled by the thought of how to smile,
While pounding on that calculator,
Having come to hate the idea of breaking a sweat over something like this
Marking my heights on the wall until I'm how old?
Hey, hey, I've totally become an adult!
That which is always tormenting you,
Tell me about the "you until now"
If it's painful I want you to run away from it
Let out those tears once more for me to see
That which is always tormenting you,
The "you until now" and the "you from now on"
Since either one is you after all,
There's no way you'll become hated
To you who sobbed as you looked at me who was
Troubled yet smiling, I say: "Welcome home!"
Because yesterday and tomorrow as well,
There is a place here for you to come and say "I've come home!"
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