Waching daily Feb 21 2019

my fellow Aries welcome to your Aries daily reading February 21st to 22nd what

is in store for Aries February 21st to February 22nd okay here we go Aries oh

the full eight of Wands all content on this channel and this reading is for

entertainment purposes only you are responsible for your own actions does

not replace professional services whatever doesn't resonate leave it

behind lovers card reversed if it does resonate please remember to subscribe so

we can find each other again the magician ooh ten of swords Aries and six

of Pentacles okay Aries at the end we are going to take a card from the mind

over matter deck so please stick around for that

it's the way we speak to ourselves in the way we should be speaking to

ourselves okay so center front and center we have the lovers card reversed

Aries so five of Wands there has been emotional

conflict in this relationship areas maybe you are coming out of this

relationship Aries or you're looking to mend this relationship

Aries five of swords yeah it's like this person five of swords okay here we go

five of swords it's like this person is very or can be not always but can be it

was quite manipulative towards you and your relationship and it's like they

always I don't know the right word they want to make a show of how they are kind

of dominant over you maybe you know like they're they would say things like oh

you know I did this I won this argument you're always wrong you know just I

don't really know how to explain it but yeah it's not good and it's not very

kind you know it's not a kind way to be here we have the fool card Aries so

maybe that's the way this person has been making you feel eight of Wands

communication card so you've really been tried to work on this relationship Aries

like you've tried you've tried and at times it looks like it was working

because we do have the resource reversed so you are coming out of heartache Aries

like you are it's like this person the magician card they have some sort of

spell over you Aries you know like maybe they're just

so charming and they just know the right things to say and but they're just so

blunt somehow at times or they're just so hurtful whether intentional or not

and it just it's like you're getting stabbed

stabbed in the back and it just yeah doesn't feel good Ares right

doesn't feel so hot and here we have six of Pentacles so this is you Aries you

know you have lots of love to give you have lots of trust to give I don't know

if you can see it at the bottom but there are these hands and they're just

take take taking so this person who may be somewhat selfish in their demands

well I don't want to say demands but just in the way they treat you you know

like you're just give keep giving and they are just taking Aries so just just

be aware of how this person is treating you you know it's up to you of course

whether or not you continue in this relationship but just gotta have your

wits about you and you just have to know what you want where you want the

relationship to go and if there's something you you know you're not liking

it's time to speak up Aries or it's just gonna repeat repeat and at the bottom

you have six of Wands this is a victory card area so this is a great card

because yeah you know what Aries you you will be maybe that's what the

communication part is you know what like you are done with the heartache of this

relationship you are done with the conflict it's time to sit down with this

person and tell them what you want you know

where you want the relationship to go what you are no longer going to stand

for and you know what areas you're not going to be the fool anymore they're not

gonna make you the fool okay now let's take a card from the mind-over-matter

deck and again the one side is the way we tend to speak to ourselves and the

other is the way we should be speaking to ourselves when I love someone I need

to make them oh I need to make oh sorry Aries when I love someone I need them to

make me feel better about myself and this is the way we should be talking to

ourselves my self-esteem self-love are the same whether I'm in a

relationship or not thank you very much for joining the Aires please remember to

subscribe so you can find each other again see you soon

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Into the Pink by Dramathan - Out Now! - Duration: 12:40.

Hey guys Trudi here from It's the TruStory story and today I'm back with a fan

favorite - or my favorite - I'm a fan, I'm a huge fan! This is my friend Jonathan you guys know from

here but you know him from React, too - we're both React people together and today we're

here for something really exciting, which is the release of Jonathan's newest

album and he is an artist extraordinaire and a musician and an amazing human

being and anyways that's called "Into the Pink." Now I'm gonna let Jonathan tell you

all about it but just first you have to know all the links are gonna be down

below in the description you're gonna want to go listen, buy, be there, love it

immediately and that's all I'm saying also all of his links to like his

Instagram and stuff like that are there too - so anyways that's the big rambling intro

but I want Jonathan to tell us about "Into the Pink," which is a very

interesting project so I'm curious. First of all thank you for having me - a pleasure

is all mine - "Into the Pink" is an album that I wrote during probably some of the

worst times in my life and the best of times in my life it chronicles not only

my personal experiences but with my mom who was diagnosed with cancer and

basically it all started when we went to Vegas and we stayed at this Airbnb that was

inspired by Jayne Mansfield's pink mansion and yes that was the best of times parts

yes - and my mom's cancer was in remission the

first time and you know things were getting better - I was getting psychiatric

help and mental help and it's always really important during that time yes

the first dignosis I was kind of in a fog basically, and I was sober

enough to really experience it because it was my mom's illness but it's about

moving into basically this house of love like Jayne Mansfield and her husband

built this beautiful mansion that was inspired by his love for her and it was

sprayed with like pink quartz for like protection and love and that's kind of

the metaphor I wanted to bring is finally, finally getting to a good place where you

felt safe and secure and you're in love but in love with yourself it's very much

about self-empowerment and not love just like everything's fancy and frilly but

how it's a fierce expeller of darkness and there's a strength in that because I

very much grew up around a time where there was a lot of machismo - people

now call it toxic masculinity - yes! we all love toxic masculinity -and I was told that old narrative pink

equals girl or gay and that equated weak and I wanted to fully embrace all

facets of me and that includes the feminine and show how fierce it really is

and it's not - there's no weakness there - and it was me moving in the house of love and it was me

with plopping down and saying I'm not moving you're gonna have to like take me

kicking and screaming because I'm not - it too me too - it's too hard of a fight for me to

finally get here and I'm not I'm not going there's no way you're gonna take

me from this and I am a fierce protector of those who I love, and my mom's one of those people.

Ok that - I'm gonna cry

actually because that's so beautiful and I mean you guys I don't know I was

saying this to Jonathan earlier like there's not one person I know that has

not been touched by cancer that has not had a person they love touched by cancer

and this is bigger and broader than the illness itself it's just it's it's being

in a fight for your life which we're in all of us every single day against so

many things and being that house of love into the pink like that to me is the

most gorgeous metaphor you can think of and so anyways that message is so

powerful and the music which I want your hear a little bit more from you about

the actual tracks, but the music I wasn't sure what to expect and Jonathan sent me

some early tracks and my mind was officially blown it is the most layered

drivin rockin- we were saying it reminds us of Husker Du

like but every - I hear little Courtney Love in there- like all my favorites

but so unique and fresh and amazing so like that's like like I'm curious about

your songwriting process because they're probably a lot of song writers out there

right and and this was also a GoFundMe project so there's so many layers it's

like inclusive it's community so I want to ask you about your creative process

and where you get where you get that? Where you get the lyrics where you get the

music how does that all work for you? Well unlike -well, a lot like you - we our

fans really good music I really love your taste in music - and I

appreciate all comparisons. First of all I think I listen to enough music

to put together something that you can actually listen to I would hope, I listen to enough

good music but the songwriting process is literally my

diary - there's a lot of truth, though told sometimes through

metaphor it's my personal life it's really letting it all out there I did

everything myself: every vocal, every harmony, every guitar track - everything I

did completely by myself. It was a very lonely experience but at the end to see

my community, the LGBT - you - I'm like I'm gonna toot your own horn because- oh there's some horn tootin' -

have been a supporter from the very beginning from inception, from go and

that means lots me and a lot of trans community has been very supportive

because to do a project where you're all by yourself and then at the end result

see so many people gathering to uplift you, that's my community and it means

a lot to me and I will never forget that and well I don't know what else to say... this is lucky

for you guys because if you don't know Jonathan at all and if you don't know

his music, which you may not even if you're

know us from whatever - Jonathan from React - then you're gonna be in because it's

amazing it's beautiful music and in the most punky driving best way possible

now and in terms of community I have seen the community because I watch this

all unfold on Instagram and I'm really taken by like such a personal journey

but it's like that is the upside to me of social media is that people are able

to like really track along and follow along with the progress and so we're not

even at the end so the tracks are available but tell me about your future

plans for vinyl because vinyl is what I care about too. That's the end result it's to finally have a piece of

vinyl but we do have a cassette that's going to be coming out very shortly

all the tracks will be on all streaming platforms on Valentine's Day which I

think it's a perfect yeah this is after Valentine's Day so this is a week later

so you guys were behind 8-ball like get on board right now but we've been doing

everything backwards in it it's it's very much DIY very grassroots I stuck

with the label that supported me when nobody else really gave a shit about my

first album which I did all by myself but I also know how to record myself

better so I mean it's a lot better yeah I can talk that's my other child, so I

can't say anything bad about it but it's better. I know well the second child

is always better. Oh my God, oh my God I hope my son's not watching - I'm just kidding.

All babies are amazing but this is a labor of love and we're gonna Jonathan has

been cool enough to let us listen to because we want you guys to hear this

it's awesome it's a title track it's "Into the Pink" is there anything you want

to say about that before the lovely people get to experience the beauty and

magic? "Into the Pink" was the very first song that I wrote. It's inspired the entire

album it was also - I was going through mental health issues, and I did a lot

of meditation and part of the visualization was a safe

space for me, from when I had like my depression, anxiety, post-traumatic stress disorder all these

things and I imagine - I couldn't keep the negative thoughts out when I was

meditating it was very hard so I twas - here was a pink cloud of smoke where I could just

have a barrier of protection around yeah well for those of us that know mental

illness well which anxiety depression, like, my middle name - I would have to say this

will kick it out of you so give a listen okay...

We choose stars

over hearts

because that's what we are

but you are the only

mistake I have not made

3, 2, 1 Go!

into the pink

you're all I need

into the pink

you're what I dream

somewhere in

summer's teeth

in between

and underneath

the golden rays

of sun

we are young

and we run...

{ahhh ahhh ahhh... oooh ooh etc.}

ride the nightmare

to a dream

land of milk and cream

where we're safe

and young

we run

into the shade

shades of you

shades of truth

we're breaking through

just me and you

into the pink

you're all I need

into the pink

you're all I need

so that was "Into the Pink" you guys so we're about to go to the pink and go get

something to drink and that rhymed, that's like my lyricism

and it's true - it's actually true but just wanna thank you guys and urge you

guys to get "Into the Pink," to follow Jonathan - he's Jonnotthin on Instagram

and to really be a part of this community that he's initiated and it is

a community bound by love bound by music - I love you so much I really love you so much - I really do love you.

This is family - people always that - I feel at home here. Yeah, at home with you guys, thank you - if

you're like what we're doing subscribe do all that stuff they say on YouTube and

go listen - why are you waiting? It's the best music, you're gonna be so stoked. Bye.