Waching daily Jun 29 2017

I'm a peer. I've lived with a mental health challenge

and then I have a family member with a mental health challenge.

And so I've been a peer support specialist

and I just recently got my Masters in Christian counseling.

And so I know that recovery is possible.

I know that taking the mask off is the biggest step in recovery.

And then I know that having a support system is so very important.

And then in the church, being able to talk about it

and recognize that we're not too blessed to be stressed

and too anointed to be disappointed.

We should be able to talk about this.

And then I was working for a regular nonprofit, I hate to say secular.

So my hands were tied

because we got funding from people that were saying...

"Well, you can't talk about the Bible."

"We know that you're a woman of faith, but you can't talk about the Bible."

I wanted to be able to present a group to people that was

more hope-driven, more recovery-driven.

And I believe that, in the Word of God, you can find all of that.

Being able to offer the training for free, I think that's phenomenal.

Because I imagine that there's a lot of churches that would love to do something like this.

There's one church in Guilford County that's doing it

and they're a huge church, they've probably got 3,000 members.

But I think there are a lot of small churches that would like to add this program

and just didn't feel that they had the money.

And so I think now, perhaps they will.

This is a huge county and there is lot of need.

I'm really excited to be able to offer Family Grace at our church.

I hope that it will draw more people from the community

and then of course, serve the families in our church

that are living with trying to support people

in their families who are struggling with the mental health challenge.

So I think that we need to have these groups available for everybody

and so those who can afford to make the training possible and the groups possible

I really want to encourage them to do that

because the church should be a safe place to have these conversations.

And if we can get more people talking about the things that they're hiding inside

And get those feelings outside

the church will be the healthiest place in town.

And then, we can really go out of the church and bring the other people in.

We'll have the healthiest communities, the healthiest cities,

the healthiest state, the healthiest country.

And then, we can get on boats and planes

and go around the world!

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When The Holy Spirit Blocks You - Duration: 28:31.

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Cooking Craze Hack - How to Get Spoons and Coins for Cooking Craze - Duration: 2:12.

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New Superheroes Learn Colors With Play Foam Ice Cream Surprise Toys | Kids Toddlers Finger Family HD - Duration: 2:11.

Red One, Red One, where are you?

Here I am, here I am.

How do you do?

Green Two, Green Two, where are you?

Here I am, here I am.

How do you do?

Yellow Three, Yellow Three, where are you?

Here

I am, here I am.

How do you do?

Orange Four, Orange Four, where are you?

Here I am, here I am.

How do you do?

Blue Five, Blue Five, where are you?

Here I am, here I am.

How do you do?

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THE DOLLS OF DOOM | Ao Oni Pt.5 - Duration: 16:01.

hello everyone it's me jayskibean and welcome back to arrow nail which is a

RPG maker horror game that I've been playing the past few days in case you

guys didn't it's very dark in here let's save the kit now let's use the lighter

and see what's what's going on it looks like it's out of fluid oh good

great I gotta find more lighter fluid is there anything in here all this place is

creepy all is that a noose what's that return B button X escape okay oh oh

almost hold those puzzle things oh

that's not right escape alright let's try again there's got to be a way to do

this without knocking anything how am I supposed to do that I don't know well

this is dumb okay is there anything okay I found the item doll a doll why do I

need that for I'm gonna try to pick out the puzzle there's got to be something I

can do right no it's not what I wanted to do

dagnabbit how are you supposed to how my even but I don't even know I'm going to

come back to that how about that I'm gonna come back to that room you can try

again later but for now I'm going to steal all the

dolls what's that what good does it all even do I'm very confused by the doll

thing I'm sure I'll figure it out though cool a creepy but why not throw a doll

mechanic in this game was okay

okay whatever I was gonna I'm gonna go I'm gonna go I'm gonna leave it I'm

gonna leave it I'm gonna sleep on that puzzle I don't know what the f is going

on they won't open oh my god it's so scary dude unlock the door okay the door

was locked and I heard okay I also heard from a viewer that you can actually its

timer based of the monsters timer base so you can what the world is there even

a point gonna drop this wait no can't dropped it and what's the point of even

gone this way okay whatever the doors locked all right whatever whatever what

how did I even unlock the the door unlocked it from this side then is what

it was okay you're gonna go upstairs and

hopefully not die I found the item light bulb I'm gonna

save it because I had a chase scene and I don't want to die yeah oh my god this

is true no no no oh come on well at least I saved it anyway um I had a

viewer who told me that you don't have to hide from the Oni every time you can

actually so creepy it just comes on no where you can actually outrun him just

like going through all the doors and stuff oh so fast though you run so fast

but um he has a timer of how long he can actually chase you before he disappears

and you can kind of drag that out so I'm gonna try that I'm just going to run the

way I can

no dividends we can't do it I can't do it

can't do it it's so hard when he pops up and catches you by surprise because you

don't know you just don't know don't know all we felt you know did he go away

I think he's gone okay I'm a saved as Joker ride there cuz I think he's gone I

think we're good okay there's the fireplace the yarder is

okay well what I do is a fireman we do the fireplace is it can I get the tea

can can't touch this thing okay there's a fire I know there's a fireplace

can I like light bulb now I don't know dude what's up here that's what that

sounded fantastic

so after this what is that so got a pillar oh I know what I do is do what to

blink just a blank thing aha I found the item lighter fluid yes it's

good it's good that's good that's good we use the lighter fluid so the lighter

would slow it yes and now I'm going to save the game and I'm going to go back

down to the dark room I'm going to use this beast uses base in the dark room

after I get chased by him again probably I'm getting a cheat I'm getting chased a

lot more so I feel like flares candle light it yes

ah oh it's you who roasted Georgia - don't scare me like that haha takishi

you're okay yeah it's just a matter of time until I get

by that monster there's nowhere to run if only I if only out and suggested we

come here we wouldn't be in this mess it's it's all my fault

ah takishi okay we'll have a hiding spot now that's good I guess

can I move think somewhere I'm gonna save it because guys save the game can i

push this out I can can i push it up something somewhere maybe no I can't

push it up okay so there's got to be somewhere I

can push this thing right maybe I don't know dude

I don't know Bros man I think I messed up I think I've done didn't it it will

see if there's anything is there anything in here nah fam there's got to

be have to be a bit except something so what I'll do is I'll return the tidal

and I'll continue right there it's so fast I love how fast it like RPG maker

so good it's so good it's so good how fast it goes because I could just I

don't even know bro Oh can't go that way alright so it's got to be up here then I

guess where I have to okay

right I have no idea but apparently you can move it if anything else has changed

oh I see I see has to be in the middle room right right no I don't know uh yeah

I still don't I still don't get that I do kitchen did you go to mr. Easter dear

we're Demers first her running my first der well why does it move out though

why did it move out of the middle you had to stand in the middle do I have to

like move this to the middle I have no idea

touch him to light off turn it back on and there's something there

nope okay then go use the doll for something I don't

doll I don't know what that means

uh-huh well the dog does I know it's got an eye missing there's a fireplace gonna

burn the doll I can I found the item okay so you put that all in the

fireplace and you lied it like the fireplace

yes I found the item redstone redstone

got that out of the doll I'm gonna save it save the game okay so I got the

redstone don't know what I do there had sold but I got it that's pretty cool yes

it's pretty cool I guess five to eight

five two eight okay five to eight it's good to know

that is good to know five to eight to save the game now that I know five to

eight oh come on ah oh yeah

Juke Tim dukedom son didn't even know prepare so five to eight redstone be

gone dude is do I use the item no is there something missing its or even

anything over here there's nothing even over here there's not AG gonna figure

this out don't worry got this it's raining yeah

it's rain it's raining in real life - like it's IRL raining like always it's

always raining anything hear anything yeah no can I put the redstone in looks

one I inserted the red stone into the doll's eye

I'll move the red stone um okay

all right I'm still confused I really have no idea now is there even anything

in this room there's nothing even in this room is just the lightbulb room

everyone everyone the life over no there's no clue they're in a clip I'd be

those clues but what if they even I think you go to create a clues 5 to 8

yeah we get it get it 5 to 8 okay okay I mean we don't get it obviously it's

raining it's pouring I hate the rain she's dude oh my god I got caught on the

freakin floor ah okay I'm really starting to think that the doll puzzle

is just meant to throw me off there's got to be something else like the

statues got to be something it can't like it's apparently it doesn't mean

anything in there and it won't let me push it anywhere else I'm going to try

something different the only place I haven't tried to push it is actually out

of the annex so that's what I'm gonna do

Oh found item blue style had the blue stone and the red stone I'm gonna save

it okay now we have the blue the blue stone - okay so we have the blue stone I

am gonna see if I can remove the red stone ooh I'm gonna put the blue stone

in there - there we go ah I found the item doll head so okay so

the puzzle was a distraction of course it was

it's not check ishi all it is I'm save it save it because watch you can turn

into an Oni yep I bet I can put the doll head there what was it five to eight

five to eight I found the item basement key oh oh he is he returned Tony isn't

he yeah there is a bye yeah face it we're in the basement now I'm gonna save

it really the base of it oh my geez I

was like breathing in here well why's there breathing I can hear breathing in

like something oh dude

hello it won't open all man oh yeah

oh yeah okay I don't want to spoil too much of this I'm going to go ahead and

leave basement exploration for the next episode I'm gonna save it here in this

strange room in the basement that I have no idea what's going on okay

right there boom that's like good that's a good stopping point oh my god that

puzzle took me so long to figure I literally tried everything I could think

of and then I finally figured out that all had thing with the anyway no jeez

this everyday this games puzzles are just just so puzzling like this episode

may only be about 10 minutes long I want to say it was like 10 minutes long but

it took me about 32 minutes to record because how long it took me to figure

out these stupid puzzles that are so simple once you finish them in as

obvious but I'm so dumb they can't figure the mouse anyway I hope you guys

enjoyed if you guys did enjoy make sure you slap that like button underneath the

video until next time you guys later

you

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Spider-Man Homecoming Early Review- No Spoilers - Duration: 7:58.

Hey Guys, this review is completely spoilers free, in a matter of fact, those of us who

got to see the early screening don't have the permission to make a Spoiler review as

of yet.

So you don't have to worry about getting spoilered with any plot details.

Before, I go into the review.

If I had to say one thing about this movie, it would be that the best thing is the movie

is consistent.

Very often with Superhero movies, the first act has 7 star qualities, but the last act

turns out to be 3 star level or Vice Versa.

This difference of quality often leads us to leave the theatres with a sense of disappointment,

but when it comes to this movie.

Don't expect a 7 star First act or finishing, but what you can expect is a 5 star rating

worthy quality, all throughout the movie.

It will set up a certain level of expectations for you at the beginning and it will not fall

from that standard.

The Climax was executed perfectly, and we have to thank the vulture character played

by Michael Keaton for that, can't discuss this without spoilers, but yeah you can have

your hopes high.

Now, let's get to the review.

Spider man: Homecoming is at the helm of social media just two weeks before its release and

undoubtedly fans are going nuts, grabbing the glimpse of every poster, trailer, videos

and articles that are coming near their hands.

The cast and crew as well as Marvel must be happy that the critics are by their side and

showering them with all the good comments and praises.

Many are adjudging Spider man: Homecoming as one of the best movies of this franchise

and why not?

This movie has a lot of potential in terms of entertainment; creativity and expected

to do great at the box office.

The earlier trailers of this movie give a flawless view promising the audiences that

it won't let their expectations down.

The high school teenagers would be the one to get fascinated with Tom Holland's Spiderman

and they can relate with this character with more insight as this Peter Parker is a 16

year old boy, who loves and admires the God like superheroes and wants to be one of them,

clearly depicting the hidden desires of any die hard teen fan of Marvel or DC superheroes.

Perhaps the elders would love it as this would be a golden opportunity for them to ride through

the Spiderman Homecoming timeline and get back in their early days of high school having

a nostalgic experience.

The Spider man: 1 had a same high school setup featuring Toby as the high school student

but that one doesn't give you the opportunity to explore your high school days in more depth

or fails to engage you with the theme whatsoever.

Tom Holland as Peter Parker is much more convincing than Tobey as he is a child actor and spends

much of his time in school which means that the audiences will get more glimpse of the

school environment students roaming around the corridors, chilling out with indoor games,

gossiping, busy in labs or classes making you feel that you are on a walk in flesh and

body in a real high school.

Teenagers with their energy, swag and refreshing approaches are something that you will never

want to miss on the screens.

Most of the fan theories about Zendaya turned out to be wrong, but you will be surprised

a little bit with what they do with her, she is a very likeable character, I give you that.

There was some controversies about Tony Revolori playing the Flash, as he doesn't look all

that athletic like he was previously depicted, but he did an amazing job with the role.

Even though Initially I was among the people who thought it might not work, the movie has

managed to change my opinion.

Recently, Spiderman Homecoming has got a new poster released on IMAX, it just gives you

the feel of laying your hand on the cover page of a high school year book connecting

you deeply with the movie.

Many elders have disliked the poster saying that it totally unfits with the theme of a

super hero but the kids have loved it.

A 15 year old fan Nathan has commented on IMAX " OMG, this poster is so creative and

amazing I'm 100% seeing Spider man Homecoming in IMAX 3D on my 15th birthday."

Let's not forget Peter's Aunt Mary played by Marisa who is probably the first young

aunt in MCU.

However, this time Aunt Mary is more engaged in the story doing something significant than

being a typical caring aunt, and believe me the internet will have a lot of memes to make.

Iron man's involvement in this movie on its own is a great advantage.

Robert Downey Jr needs no introduction as he has achieved the legendary status along

with Iron man's character.

The sizzling appearance of Iron man in Homecoming has many important aspects as this legendary

character will certainly provide a big thrust for the movie to run well at the box office.

Recall the previous posters of Homecoming where Iron man has been promoted significantly

besides Spider man as if we will be seeing him through the entire movie.

There's a huge demand for another Ironman movie, and now you can see how MCU is utilizing

that by holding it back.

The Iron man and Spider man combination as a teacher and student is refreshing, sounds

interesting and increases our appetite for the movie.

Iron man in Homecoming will be Peter Parker's mentor which means that if he ever wants to

join the Avengers he will be given a warm hearty welcome.

MCU is actually making a way to bind Spider-man and fix his position in the Avengers team.

It is as prominent as MCU is planning an untitled Avengers movie and Avenger: Infinity War both

featuring Tom Holland as Spider-man.

Now there can be a question why Iron man is selected as the mentor amongst all the superheroes?

This is simply because no one could be better than a scientific intellect and genius engineer,

as a mentor to train a Super Human, whose mind is also Super.

Now fans do not assume that you will be watching Iron Man in every Spider man movie.

Tom Holland has confirmed that MCU is planning a trilogy for Spider man solo movies as he

stated" There is a lot of room for Peter Parker and Spider-man especially to grow in

the next two movies.

I really look forward to exploring the different ways he can grow up and go through puberty

I guess.

It's going to be an exciting couple of movies …yeah there will be Spider-Man 2, 3 and

it won't be Homecoming 2, 3."

Marvel has also planned to keep the same High School theme for Peter Parker in at least

one more movie."

Now let's talk about some smashing actions in the Homecoming.

Some stunts performed by Tom Holland has gone viral on the internet, they are just awesome.

In Homecoming, Spider man will continue his signature swings from top of one building

to another but this time the action sequence has been heightened in ally with thrilling

background scores , gluing your eyes on the screens.

So this would be a treat for the action loving fans.

As I have mentioned earlier that critics have expressed positive reviews about Homecoming.

This is what one of them, Gemain has to say "Spider man Homecoming is a blast.

It has an innocence that differentiate it from other MCU movies but plenty of fun and

speculate."

When critics are enjoying and being influenced by a movie, praising it whole heartedly that

rarely happens simply mean that it is worth watching.

Spider man: Homecoming will release on 7th July so fans don't miss to watch it on the

theatres.

For All Marvel, DC and Dragon Ball Updates make sure to subscribe to our channel, and

hit the bell button so you can get a notification, whenever we upload a video.

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Mandate of Nyan - Duration: 2:53.

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Break Up - Many a times you breakdown- Telegu Lyrical Short Film. - Duration: 7:56.

Hey..I'm at the parlour!

What's up? What plans?

arghh...I couldn't tell you this in person, Rathi.

I did put in a lot of thoughts over it...

I think we should 'break up'!

It's not working between us anymore!

I can't keep acting like it's all perfect between us...

You are an important person.

hope you understand.

What happened ma'am? You don't like the cut?

Did I make the cut too short?

Please don't come looking for me...

Hold on...I'm coming to meet you.

Let's talk over it in person!

when our beloved ones leave us in an untimely death...

It's a tragedy. But still it wasn't their choice.

They didn't mean to leave you.

when your loved one breaks up with you in an unexpected manner...

It is worse than a tragedy. Because....

It's their choice!

They willingly opt to leave you.

Breaking up is not an incident or an occurrence.

To break up with someone you will have to break down many a times...

at many a ways!

They don't leave us with just memories...

They do leave behind a lot of footprints and stains.

I wipe clean it, feeling good about at least removing the visible stains, if not the invisible ones.

When i miss his 'Good Morning' messages...

My day just don't seem to start without it...

When I'm in the kitchen, he loves to hug me from behind...

His reflection would always alert me that he is coming

Even after he is gone, I still look for his reflection...

When i ponder at the calendar thinking the date holds something important to me...

Then i figure out that it's his 'mom's birthday'

When i buy his favourite berries and call him to convey...

and only after a 'ring' the reality kicks me and i cut the call.

When i'm convinced that i got over him...

I get to find a shirt that he had left behind long back...

all the fond memories reel through like a 'film'

and the shirt projects it like a screen...

mind settles down for the memories! this will do for now...

The shirt he wanted to buy six months back...

is on 60% off sale! but i had to return without buying it.

When someone brings his name in the conversation

I've learnt to 'smile' without feeling bad

when i have black coffee the bitterness in it reminds me of him

reminds me of the horrid things he said to me...

But still, i don't keep the cup away

I gulp down whole of the 'bitterness' within me

When Facebook shows his profile as 'people you may know'

I be like... 'oh, Mark! really? you think i would know him?'

My playlist is full of his 'favourite' tracks... i had to delete all of it

and add the songs that we haven't sung together danced together...

For his photos to be permanently deleted

from the '30 days grace period', only '3 days left' warning blinks

in my 'recently deleted folder'

it's a tough call to make if i should recover or leave it to be erased

I didn't want to look taller than him

so i gave up wearing my favourite stilettos

And settled on sandals for a long time...

i think of those times...

and now when i couldn't tell you that i got placed in a job

When i couldn't forward you the meme that i laughed over...

when i cry over all the little things that holds our memories

And console myself and keep them aside.

The next day, when i do the cleaning...

The 'bus ticket' of our first journey together

gets sucked up in the vacuum cleaner and

and disappears into the void.

so i kick away the vacuum cleaner that ate away my profound memory

and cry endlessly sitting on the floor!

When something in the air hints me of his 'smell'

i crave to inhale the smell completely into me for once, just once!

We never know when we lose hairs from eye lids

in the same manner, i would lose him without me even realising it.

so what if he doesn't wish, It's still a 'Good Morning'!

And I'm stiill beautiful even if you don't call me 'beautiful'!

I can't recall as to when you got tired of our relationship

In our worned out love, i looked for the moments that felt true

The moments that i had engraved in my heart as the most cherished ones

have turned into 'open wounds' today!

But, the wounds i carry today, will be eventually healed

I'll get a 'new skin' that will heal the wound.

Will i turn into a 'new person' on getting the new skin?

Will i wear the dress and stilettos of my choice?

Will i eat the berries myself without looking for him?

Will i listen to nature's way of wishing 'Good Moring'?

Our favourite book and

our favourite movie always come to an 'end'

Will i get enlightened that everything has an 'ending' to it?

will he come? will he paint me?

I opened my body and mind for him

The wait is over now... I'm going to paint my own life in my own way

But will it happen today?

will i move on so easily? No!

I'll break down, cry, turn maniac at many such instances

to shred him away and then...

Let me tell you baby 'even i'm breaking up with you!'

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CCI wishes you a Happy Canada Day - Duration: 3:07.

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The Canadian Conservation Institute plays an important role in the preservation of

cultural heritage in Canada.

Over the last 45 years, we've helped museums and other cultural institutions to

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and by sharing our expertise.

To celebrate the 150th anniversary of Confederation, here are some of the projects that make us

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From all of us at CCI, Happy Canada Day!

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Origami Foldable Steel 6Tier Bookshelf - Duration: 17:27.

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Break Up - Many a times you breakdown- Tamil Lyrical Short Film. - Duration: 7:59.

Hey..I'm at the parlour!

What's up? What plans?

arghh...I couldn't tell you this in person, Rathi.

I did put in a lot of thoughts over it...

I think we should 'break up'!

It's not working between us anymore!

I can't keep acting like it's all perfect between us...

You are an important person.

hope you understand.

What happened ma'am? You don't like the cut?

Did I make the cut too short?

Please don't come looking for me...

Hold on...I'm coming to meet you.

Let's talk over it in person!

when our beloved ones leave us in an untimely death...

It's a tragedy. But still it wasn't their choice.

They didn't mean to leave you.

when your loved one breaks up with you in an unexpected manner...

It is worse than a tragedy. Because....

It's their choice!

They willingly opt to leave you.

Breaking up is not an incident or an occurrence.

To break up with someone you will have to break down many a times...

at many a ways!

They don't leave us with just memories...

They do leave behind a lot of footprints and stains.

I wipe clean it, feeling good about at least removing the visible stains, if not the invisible ones.

When i miss his 'Good Morning' messages...

My day just don't seem to start without it...

When I'm in the kitchen, he loves to hug me from behind...

His reflection would always alert me that he is coming

Even after he is gone, I still look for his reflection...

When i ponder at the calendar, thinking that the date holds something important to me.

Then i figure out that it's his 'mom's birthday'

When i buy his favourite berries and call him to convey...

and only after a 'ring' the reality kicks me and i cut the call.

When i'm convinced that i got over him...

I get to find a shirt that he had left behind long back...

all the fond memories reel through like a 'film'

and the shirt projects it like a screen...

mind settles down for the memories! this will do for now...

The shirt he wanted to buy six months back...

is on 60% off sale! but i had to return without buying it.

When someone brings his name in the conversation

I've learnt to 'smile' without feeling bad

when i have black coffee the bitterness in it reminds me of him

reminds me of the horrid things he said to me...

But still, i don't keep the cup away

I gulp down whole of the 'bitterness' within me

When Facebook shows his profile as 'people you may know'

I be like... 'oh, Mark! really? you think i would know him?'

My playlist is full of his 'favourite' tracks... i had to delete all of it

and add the songs that we haven't sung together danced together...

For his photos to be permanently deleted

from the '30 days grace period', only '3 days left' warning blinks

in my 'recently deleted folder'

it's a tough call to make if i should recover or leave it to be erased

I didn't want to look taller than him

so i gave up wearing my favourite stilettos

And settled on sandals for a long time...

i think of those times...

and now when i couldn't tell you that i got placed in a job

When i couldn't forward you the meme that i laughed over...

when i cry over all the little things that holds our memories

And console myself and keep them aside.

The next day, when i do the cleaning...

The 'bus ticket' of our first journey together

gets sucked up in the vacuum cleaner and

and disappears into the void.

so i kick away the vacuum cleaner that ate away my profound memory

and cry endlessly sitting on the floor!

When something in the air hints me of his 'smell'

i crave to inhale the smell completely into me for once, just once!

We never know when we lose hairs from eye lids

in the same manner, i would lose him without me even realising it.

so what if he doesn't wish, It's still a 'Good Morning'!

And I'm stiill beautiful even if you don't call me 'beautiful'!

I can't recall as to when you got tired of our relationship

In our worned out love, i looked for the moments that felt true

The moments that i had engraved in my heart as the most cherished ones

have turned into 'open wounds' today!

But, the wounds i carry today, will be eventually healed

I'll get a 'new skin' that will heal the wound.

Will i turn into a 'new person' on getting the new skin?

Will i wear the dress and stilettos of my choice?

Will i eat the berries myself without looking for him?

Will i listen to nature's way of wishing 'Good Moring'?

Our favourite book and

our favourite movie always come to an 'end'

Will i get enlightened that everything has an 'ending' to it?

will he come? will he paint me?

I opened my body and mind for him

The wait is over now... I'm going to paint my own life in my own way

But will it happen today?

will i move on so easily? No!

I'll break down, cry, turn maniac at many such instances

to shred him away and then...

Let me tell you baby 'even i'm breaking up with you!'