What's up, everyone?
Don't mind that I look like a hot mess.
Please, I have been locked in my office trying to finish my book that I'm writing.
I just was reading back over something in chapter two, and I just thought for some reason
I just felt called to read it to you.
I'm not sure if it'll help any of you right now, but this is a big secret about myself
that literally no one knows.
When I wrote it in this book, I wrote it for the very first time recognizing it as truth,
as it's something that I actually did.
It's actually a part of my life, and it was a big part of my life.
It was a big part of my past.
I did this for years.
If you want to know, please share it.
If you're excited about this book, please share it.
If you would like me to read more from the book, please share this video, cause I know
that this is really going to touch someone out there.
I know that it's going to help someone, but if you don't share it then no one gets helped.
Are you guys ready to hear a little bit from chapter two of my upcoming book?
All right, I'm kind of nervous because I have never told anyone this before.
My husband is the only person that knows this about me.
I'm kind of nervous.
It's like a skeleton in my closet that I'm getting ready to let loose for the first time.
I know that it's going to help one of you guys out there.
I'm just going to read this section of chapter two.
It says, "Can I tell you a secret?
It's something I haven't really told anyone.
I guess I've tried to forget about it as much as possible.
It's not easy for me to talk about it, but it might help you to know it because you may
struggle with the same thing.
I was pretty stressed out during my sophomore and junior years of college.
On top of the emotional nightmare I was living, and physical injuries I was dealing with,
I had to cope with all the typical college stress.
Tons of papers to write, books to read, classes to juggle, and the social scene.
All of it was just too much for me.
Food became my drug of choice, my escape from reality.
I couldn't get enough, literally.
So when I was gorging myself on food, during my sophomore and junior years, I became bulimic.
I would stuff myself with food, and then make myself throw up so I could eat more.
Disgusting, I know.
Like, I would eat a bunch of pizza and donuts or cookie dough, and then throw up to keep
from gaining weight, gaining any more weight.
I wanted to be able to eat all the bad food that I loved without gaining the weight, right?
You know, and then I would throw up to try to lose weight without having to give up the
pizza and breadsticks, so I could eat without eating.
I kept it secret from everyone, until this moment right here.
As soon as lunch was over, I would excuse myself to go the restroom, always being careful
to make sure no one else was in there.
I worked hard to keep up the appearance of normal.
I started living a secret life, basically slipping away to throw up so I could eat more,
and then thinking no one noticed.
After a while, I sort of became aware that my friends thought it was odd that I would
go to the bathroom after every meal, but I covered it up.
I concealed the truth about me and kept eating.
So if you're struggling with an eating disorder, know that you're not alone.
You should also know that there's help for you, and you don't have to stay the way that
you are, hiding your problems and feeling like food is your master.
You can take control of your life again and you can lose the weight that you want to lose,
the healthy way."
That's just a section that I wanted to read to you guys tonight.
I just felt like that was something that someone needed to hear it.
I wanted to share that.
No one's ever heard that stuff from me ever before.
I know this book that's coming out very soon, you guys are going to love.
You're going to get so much out of it for yourself.
That's just a little bit of the background part about me.
I'm just excited for you guys to get it in your hands and to read it.
I just pray that you share this video so this can help someone.
If you're excited about this book, share this video.
If you want me to do more readings of the book, share this video and hopefully we are
getting closer and closer to launch time.
I just wanted to take a break from writing it to read you something about myself.
I believe that transparency helps you guys more that anything that I could ever say.
I love you all, I hope this helps.
I just can't wait to bring to bring this book to you.
Share this video, and I'm going to keep reading for you guys in the upcoming days before the
launch of the book.
Love you.
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