Hi guys.
So we are on our way to go see Joe Hill in Massachusetts.
It's a 3 hour drive and it's fucking horrible outside and I left early so I'll let you know
how it goes.
Alright.
I am about 2 and a half hours away still.
There's a fucking mosquito that keeps flying around the car.
I stopped at a McDonalds, I don't know if you can see the McDonald's.
I gotta pee real bad.
So I just peed in McDonalds and they had a sign up saying it's for customer's only.
What are you gonna do?
Are you actually gonna check to see if I have a fucking receipt?
Hi guys.
I am at the hospital early so I figured I would talk to you guys for a little bit.
So.
Yeah.
My road trip to see Joe Hill totally turned to garbage.
I used my GPS and somehow or for some reason it glitched out and it turned off and it turned
back on.
It brought me to what I put in, the address that I put in and then when I got there it
wasn't the place.
So, then when I used the Google maps on my phone instead of the GPS I was an hour and
11 minutes away.
So, what was meant to be a 3 hour road trip turned into 5 and I didn't make it there on
time.
So, I had to turn right around and come back home.
So, I pretty much drove 8 hours for nothing.
I didn't get to see him.
I didn't make it.
It was just a fucking large disappointment.
Hi guys.
So I have not been vlogging at all for the last couple of weeks just because I feel like
it's a lot of the same thing over and over again.
I've been going to doctors again.
I have been getting information from doctors that I don't really agree with.
So, I went to the gynecologist and he told me he wants to take out the other ovary and
put me into medical menopause.
Now, I had my left ovary take out in June of last year, the day before my birthday,
because I have endometriosis and it was causing cysts and whatever.
So they took it out.
So, when I went back I told him I went to the hospital and I'll leave that vlog right
up here if you didn't see that one.
And they told me to go, obviously follow up.
So he thinks that the thing for me would be to take out my remaining ovary and put me
into medically induced menopause.
Now, he would not talk to me about it.
He wouldn't have any kind of conversation about what to expect.
Basically just said "oh you'll have hot flashes" like it's no big deal and that was the end
of that.
He told me that I needed to do an ultrasound and sent me on my way.
I made the appointment for the ultrasound, which I never took.
I've spoken to three of my doctors who all tell me do not do it.
I spoke to my regular doctor, my ENT, and my naturopathic doctor and they are all telling
me the same thing.
That this will cause more problems than it will solve.
I've read so many things about putting yourself into medical menopause at my age.
From hair loss, weight gain, night sweats, mood changes, depression, suicide, extreme
fatigue, insomnia, brittle bone disease, osteoporosis.
All sorts of things that I don't really want to deal with.
I don't want to end up making myself sicker by trying to make myself better.
So I have an appointment with another gynecologist at a different group in September to get a
second opinion because I don't want to do something like this that's going to hurt me
just because somebody says so.
I didn't do the ultrasound.
Because it is an internal ultrasound and I'm not gonna explain what that is, but if you
know a woman, knows anybody that's been pregnant, ask them what that is.
It's incredibly invasive and I'm not doing that shit unless I have to and I don't have
to do it, I'm not doing it.
So, other than that I went to the ENT because one day my ear started bleeding.
It was my right ear and it felt really weird.
I could still hear out of it but it was like.
I don't know.
It was just really weird.
No body could see anything.
She said the inside of my ears look perfect.
She said my Meneires Disease is mild in the right ear.
I did the hearing test over again and in my left ear, that was missing low tones, now
has everything back.
And my right ear has dips in it but it's still good hearing.
She thinks maybe allergies are fucking with me so I had to do an allergy test.
I could only do the blood test because my insurance doesn't cover the scratch test.
She said the bad thing about that is that sometimes with the blood test things come
back negative when they're really supposed to be positive.
So i did the blood work for that and I'm going for that on the 8th.
September 8th.
So I will let you guys know about those results.
I entered a Dark Regions writing contest and I did not win, did not place.
Got nothing.
So that was a little disappointing.
But what are you gonna do, right?
I don't know.
Because I entered I will be getting the anthology for free in e-format so I'll actually see
what I lost to.
That aught to be entertaining.
I am currently listening to Maya Angelou Letter to my Daughter, which my god, like I've never
read or listened to anything by her and what the hell have I been waiting for?
So, yeah.
I will give you guys a review when I finish that.
I've been listening to that as I've been walking.
I've been waling outside because it hasn't been so humid but now it is humid and thunderstorming
and you know, shitty New England weather.
School starts for the kids on Monday so that's gonna be a whole lot of fun.
I'm trying to get them to go to bed early, you know, to get use to being back in school,
and that's not the easiest thing ever.
What else?
Sam had a birthday.
He turned 7.
We had a little party for him.
Usually we have a bounce house but we couldn't do that this year.
I have started watching Wynonna Earp.
That's pretty good.
I started watching Shameless.
It's like, I don't know.
I like the show but I don't like the show at the same time.
So I don't know how much further I'm going to get into that.
Oh, so I did also watch the whole show of Firefly and Serenity and that I really liked.
I liked the movie way more than, I mean I liked the series but I thought I thought the
movie was more intense and it was like, more developed.
I understand why though, because Firefly got canceled and the Serenity movie kind of like
wraps everything up.
Well, I think that's about it for my update.
Nothing really interesting has been going on besides doctors appointments which I hate.
And that's about it.
So I am going to the library book sale on Saturday so I will post a book haul from what
I get next week.
Probably.
If not next week, it'll be the week after.
So yeah.
I'll see you guys next time.
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